RESISTING DEVIN SINCLAIR

Tamara

Badump! Badump! Badump!

Sweat baby Jesus, my heart’s about to explode!

From the stands yesterday, I have to admit he was hot, but this close? Fucking lethal. Please pardon my French.

The dark sleeveless shirt hugged every inch of those broad shoulders and carved chest, its fabric stretched tight over pecs and abs that shifted with every breath. His arms are pure sin… thick, veined, flexing like they could lift me without effort.

The grey jeans he had on slung low, clinging to powerful thighs that made my mouth dry as he walked with confidence. A thin sheen of sweat traced his collarbone, sliding down that sharp throat, and when he pushed dark, slightly wet hair back off his forehead? I’m done. And that face card though… damn!

How in the world is it possible for someone to be this… this… this perfect?!!

“Oh, Devin is here.” Andy announced as he sighted him, jolting me out of my shameful thoughts.

I felt a little embarrassed at the fact that I was drooling over him.

“Hey, Devin! Reed! Hunter!” Andy waved at Devin and his friends, who headed over to our table.

I straightened up sharply, a little bit nervous, suddenly self-conscious. Oh, God, I shouldn't have worn this dress.

“Hey, what's up, Andy?”

Andy rose to his feet and shook hands with the three of them while they talked about last night's basketball game.

God, is it just me or did it suddenly get hotter in here?

“Oh, Andy, who's the girl?” One of Devin's friends, whom I presumed to be Reed, asked, his eyes giving me a quick sweep. “She your second girl or what?”

“He wishes!” Renee said.

Both Hunter and Devin turned to me, and I felt like dying. I was too shy and embarrassed to meet either of their eyes.

They were probably staring at my exposed boobs. After this, I'm gonna kill you, Sue.

“Reed, Hunter, Devin, meet my cousin sis, Tamara.” Sue introduced, mischievous delight in her voice. “She's staying here with us, and she's a freshman.”

I had no idea why I was acting like this. I mean, it's not like it's my first time being around boys. Mustering up my courage, I glanced up at them.

“Hi,” I said with a shy smile.

“Oh, hey, sweetheart.” Reed replied, “You're cute. Do you have a boyfriend?”

“Oh, in your dreams, Reed, she's off limits.” Andy warned.

“You know, I don't get you, Andy. What's your problem??” Reed asked, “Your sister is off limits, now your cousin too?”

“Oh, you're not my type, Reed, so.” Sue shook her head.

“What about me?” Hunter asked, flashing his teeth. “Am I your type?”

“Hmm,” Sue thought for a while, then shrugged, “Well, you could do. I can manage you.”

Hunter snickered, “You can't manage a guy like me, baby. I'm the full package.”

“Oh, you wish.” Sue scoffed, rolling her eyes.

“I told you guys not to have this kind of conversation with my sister.” Andy cautioned, a deep frown on his face. “I'll kill you both.”

“Oh, take a chill pill, Andy…”

My eyes shifted to Devin, and I felt my soul abandon my body. The realization that he's been intently staring at me all this time made my pulse rise for no reason.

His ocean eyes were eerily piercing deep into mine, which made me feel as though he knew what I was thinking. And I couldn't help but get anxious and started wondering what he was thinking about, and if he recognized me.

Then suddenly, his eyes shifted down to my cleavage, stared at it for a few seconds, then back up to meet my eyes again in a swift move.

I felt hot blood rush to my face. He did that on purpose. He just objectified me and made me feel violated. I should take offense, but... I'm... I'm blushing instead?

His lips gave a little twitch, then turned into a smirk, which made me shoot him a deadly glare.

If anything, my death stare amused him more as his smirk turned into a full, amused smile. Then he turned away.

“Oh, Dev, baby!” A familiar voice shouted from the entrance, making all of us in the crowded cafe turn our heads.

The pink-haired girl, Trixie, stood there with the broadest smile on her face. Is she his girlfriend? He didn't look that excited to see her, though.

Trixie sashayed over to our table with all eyes on her. She threw her arms over Devin's neck and gave him a kiss on the lips, which he didn't respond to.

“Oh, I missed you, baby.” She purred, fondling his chest. “Did you miss me too?”

“Hey, Trixie, what happened to your hair?” Reed asked.

“Have you gone blind? Of course, I dyed it pink, moron.” She snapped at him, glanced at me, then away.

“Sorry.”

“Damn, you look good.” Hunter complimented, his eyes giving her body a quick sweep in admiration… or was it lust? I don't know.

“Come on, baby, I'm hungry,” She interlinked her arm with Devin's... who looked pissed off by the way... and dragged him to another table, Reed and Hunter following behind.

I heaved an inaudible sigh of relief.

Sue started giggling.

“What's so funny?” I asked in confusion. Did I miss something?

She shook her head, then shrugged, “Absolutely nothing.”

“She's crazy.” Renee commented with a disappointed sigh.

“Come on, baby, you're being too kind. We both know she's more than crazy.” Andy stated.

“How can she not see that Devin is tired of her? Everyone sees it except her. Surely, she's not that clueless.”

I'm now certain they dated in the past, but I do not want to ask any questions that would get Andy suspicious.

At least I'm glad Devin Sinclair doesn't know who I am, even though he comes off as a perverted creep.

“I'm hungry. Let's order.”

Sue waved the waitress over.

After our breakfast, Sue led me to the lecture hall where my first class of the day was taking place.

“So, what do you think about Devin?” She enquired suddenly.

I had a sense of where this was heading.

“They're all great.” I answered, “Andy's friends seem nice enough.”

“Pffft. Those guys are anything but nice. I don't get why Andy even hangs out with them. But I was asking about Devin in particular, not those two morons.” She chirped.

“I don't even know him well enough to form an opinion of him.” I answered carefully.

“Girl, puh-lease! You know that's not what I'm asking.” She exclaimed, tugging at my arm, “He's hot, isn't he?”

“I don't know.” I raised my shoulders in a shrug of indifference. “Maybe.”

“Oh, come on, Tam, don't pull that move with me. He's so hot, and we both know it. I saw you drooling at him earlier.”

“I… wasn't.” I denied, though I didn't sound very convincing. “I wasn't.”

“You totally were. You can't hide things from me!” She beamed, “It's okay for you to drool over him. I mean, he's so incredibly hot that it's impossible not to drool. I just want you to know that Devin is bad news.”

“What do you... mean?”

“He's a jerk, and a player who keeps a list of girls he’s slept with, and brags about it with his friends.” She told me with a disgusted look on her face, “And trust me, there's a whole lotta long lists. Heard that there were about three hundred girls or something. You do not want to join that list. You can drool, but don't do more than drool.”

And why am I not surprised? I mean, it'll be unrealistic for a guy looking like that not to be a fuckboy. But... three hundred? Jesus, that's a whole lot of girls. And many STDs waiting to take his life.

Sue sighed, “He’s totally my type, but he'll crush my heart, stomp on it and won't even care. He doesn't do girlfriends. Trixie was a surprise for everyone. Plus, there's Andy, who's ready to throw a punch if his friends look at me twice, so yeah.” She poked my cheek, “Just a friendly warning before you fall head over heels.”

Noted.

Besides, it's not like I was going to fall for the son of the very man who ruined my family.

“What about Trixie?” I had to ask, “Isn't she…”

“Aware?” She scoffed, “Of course, she's aware. Apparently, she'd rather cling on to him than break up with him. They're both perfect for each other if you ask me.”

Sue and I soon parted ways.

During the first lecture, instead of paying attention to the professor, I found myself on Instagram, typing the name Devin Sinclair in the search bar.

I wasn't done typing when his profile popped up. I clicked.

He had over a hundred thousand followers? Wow. Impressive.

I kept scrolling through his page, unable to stop. God, he's so goddamn sexy. Look at those abs, so toned, so defined. Look at those pecs, those biceps, those girthy legs, his nipples. Look at that... that face… mmm.

“He's so hot, isn't he?” A voice whispered behind me.

“I know, right?” I muttered under my breath without even realizing it, tilting my head to the side as I bit my lower lip. “So, so hot!”

Hold on a second…

I quickly whipped my head around to see who it was. My heart skipped a million beats in absolute horror, jaw dropped.

Oh, my fucking God!!!

It was him. Devin Sinclair sat behind me, an arrogant, conceited smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.

I felt so mortified. And I wished for nothing more at this moment but for the ground to open and swallow me whole.