The Gay Diary

In the modern world, a young man navigates the complexities of his identity and the pursuit of true love. Through the intimate lens of his personal diary, he documents the emotional highs and lows of being gay. This heartfelt romance explores his vulnerable journey as he seeks a meaningful connection while staying true to himself. It is an honest look at the challenges and triumphs found in the search for acceptance and a lasting partner.

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It's really not my habit to write a diary, but I don't want to ever forget this.

So let's just skip things, I have to go back to work.

As manager of a local convenience store, it is my job to train new employees. Most of the time, it's a drag. But this time, the newbie was just about the cutest high school student I had ever seen. He was 6 ft. tall, brown hair, killer smile, and the deepest brown eyes.

His name was Michael and he was 19. That perfect age when boys get a hard-on just standing there.

The first couple of weeks, I decided to just let things move slowly and try to feel him out, so to speak. I had to be sure he would be open to sex with another guy before I made my move. Watching Michael, I picked up on subtle signs. I would catch him watching me when my back was turned or I was bent over picking something up from the floor. He seemed to find reasons to brush up against me for no reason. Finally, I have had enough. Jerking off every night thinking of Michael was not fulfilling my needs.

So on April 12th, after closing, I gave Michael a ride home, only to find that his parents hadn't come home yet and he didn't have his key. It was well after midnight and I couldn't leave him sitting on the veranda so I asked if he wanted to come to my house and watch some TV. Upon arriving at my home, Michael asked if he could use the restroom. While he was occupied, I got us some sodas from the fridge and sat down. Suddenly, Michael came into the room and asked if he could use my computer. He sat at my desk and powered my computer on. Too late I remembered my wallpaper was a pic of a hot blond guy giving another guy a blow. Michael made no comment, just cleared his throat and opened my browser. I thought, Hell, he didn't freak, so maybe....

After checking his email, Michael asked if he could show me something. As I took a seat beside him, he typed in an address and the screen went to some social networking site. I recognized the site from numerous visits myself. It speciallized in 100% adult content. Fucking, sucking, gay, straight. It had it all.

Michael navigated like he knew the site well. Soon, the screen filled with a video of a really cute guy stroking his very impressive cock. Upon closer inspection, I saw that the guy on the screen was Michael. He was stroking that monster with one hand while shoving a dildo up his ass with the other. He just looked at me and smiled that smile and asked if I would like to see the live show.

I lead him to my bedroom. He quickly stripped off his clothes and jumped on my bed. He began to play with his cock, all the while staring me straight in the eye. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I also couldn't just stand there. I began to remove my clothes and moved to join young Michael. I moved his hand from his cock and replaced it with my mouth. He moaned loudly as I gave him the blow job of his young life. I alternated from his cock to his balls, at times looking up at his face to see him looking back at me, flashing that killer smile. I worked his cock, moving up and down and side to side, sliding my tongue along the underside of his shaft, sticking the tip into his piss-slit.

After a few minutes, he pulled my head from his cock and spun himself around bringing us into my favorite position, 69. He grabbed my 8-incher and swallowed it in one motion. I gasped in shock and pleasure. Michael was no novice. He was sucking my cock like a pro, mimicing everything I had been doing to him. I took his tool back into my mouth and we sucked each other for what seemed like an eternity. I decided to take it to the next logical step. I spread his legs and moved from his cock to his balls, and then on through his legs to that ultimate treasure. His pretty little rosebud winked at me, practically begging me inside.

I slurped and sucked and tongue-fucked relentlessly until he came up from air and started begging me to fuck him. You don't have to tell me twice. I grabbed a pillow and slipped it under his ass as I lifted his legs.

With me left hand I massaged his cock as I used my right to guide my cock to his young hole. I pushed the head in, reveling in the tightness. Michael smiled and moaned and begged me to keep going. I pushed in all the way until my pubes were mingling with the hairs on his ass. I then began to fuck him slowly, enjoying the silky smooth feel of his chute.

Before long, I couldn't control myself, and I picked up the pace. Michael was a very vocal boy, yelling "Fuck Me" at the top of his lungs. Watching his beautiful face contort in pure exstacy while never closing his eyes pushed me over the edge and I blasted his guts with the biggest load I had experienced in a while. He too began to cum, shooting all the way up to his own chin. I bent down to lick up his load and grabbed my head and pulled me in, kissing me and sucking his own cum off my tongue.

We rolled over, dripping cum and sweat and gasping for air. After showering, we went back to the bed and did it all over again, though this time, It was his cock drilling my ass. For real, Diary, that boy could fuck.

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When ex-soldier Noah Graves becomes head of security at Blackstone Tech, he never expects his new boss to be Adrian Blackstone, his first love and the man who vanished years ago. But Adrian isn't the same. Cold, powerful, and out for revenge, he blames Noah's late brother for destroying his family. Hiring Noah is part of his plan to make him pay. Yet the closer they get, the more the line between hate and love begins to blur. And when the truth about the past is revealed, Adrian realizes his greatest enemy... was never Noah at all.

Action Billionaire LGBT+Modern

8.9

All Shades of Passion

8.9

"You're tight," his deep voice murmured in my ear as I felt his wet tongue on my neck. My legs quivered, the walls of my pussy clenching together. "Brace yourself, don't expect me to go easy. I will fuck you hard even if you're a virgin," he nibbled my ear, sending shivers down my spine. "I bring you pain as well as pleasure," he warned before ramming into me. Rated 18+. Warning: This book contains explicit and mature content with no filters. All Shades of Passion is a collection of short stories cutting through all spheres of life, depicting our individual struggles to find ourselves. Who we are and what we want. Each story has a unique plot, individual struggle, and a meaningful closure. From a young virgin who is desperate for sex, to a girl who hopes for a Cinderella story but falls for the baddest boy in town. There's sizzling boy romance, lesbian forbidden love, and a female coach who is in love with her student. It is packed full of BDSM, forbidden love, harems, orgies, boy love (MM), girl fantasy (GG), and age gap romance. No judgment or prejudice. It's raw, it's real and it's dark. Five stories illustrating how attraction can ignite a flame of passion in all humans both great and small. Passion is pleasure, even though it may come in different colors.

Fantasy LGBT+Romance

8.2

Claimed by My Husband and His Best Friends

8.2

Just imagine a woman with three hot boyfriends who want to fuck each other as much as they want to fuck her. Yup, that's literally the plot.... well also with an obsessed stalker who wants her men gone so he would keep her for himself. Expect; Steamy straight sex, gay sex, bi sex, messy threesomes and unapologetic foursomes, Voyeurism (because sometimes it's hotter to just watch), and BDSM. When Myla's husband can't give her what he used to after he got paralyzed in an accident-so he offers her something else instead: his two best friends, who also happen to be his old lovers. Now she's tangled in a world of blindfolds, whispered orders, and three men who can't stop touching her... or each other. But passion this dangerous comes with a cost. Especially when an obsessed stalker is willing to destroy everything to claim her for himself.

LGBT+Modern Romance

8.6

Claimed By The Touch-Starved Alpha Beasts

8.6

I woke up choking on rotting air in an alien jungle, surrounded by giant bioluminescent ferns and a three-eyed, armor-plated beast charging straight at me. Before the monster could tear me apart, I was saved by a squad of men with metallic wings and laser rifles, but my nightmare was just beginning. When they brought me back to their high-tech military base, every soldier we passed stopped dead, staring at me with a feverish, starving hunger that made my skin crawl. In the medical wing, a manic doctor bypassed all protocol, pulling out a wicked silver needle to forcibly extract my blood, looking at me not as a patient, but as a winning lottery ticket. Even their highest-ranking commander, a giant, scarred Admiral, immediately tried to claim me, demanding I be moved into his personal bedroom for "protection." I didn't understand why I was being treated like a caged miracle, nor why a simple, accidental touch of my hand could bring my winged protector to his knees and silence his feral instincts. "In the Aethel Empire, there are no females," my protector whispered, his icy blue eyes filled with raw desperation. "You are the only one." The portal that brought me here was fading, trapping me in a universe of eighty billion shapeshifting Alpha males. Looking at the terrifying devotion in his eyes, I realized my life as an ordinary human was over, and to survive this, I had to tame the beasts.

Horror LGBT+Sci-Fi Werewolf

9.7

He Came Back, I Broke Him

9.7

Eighteen months ago, the man I loved shattered my heart, claiming everything between us was a mistake. Now, he's back, a ghost of his former self, a rookie tryout in my pro esports team. And I will make him regret crawling back. Clifton, captain of a legendary esports team, was secretly battling a severe wrist injury that threatened his career, every match a fight against his own body. He pushed through the pain, ignoring doctors' warnings, desperate to maintain his god-like status. His world was already on the edge, but nothing prepared him for seeing Justice Terry again in the team basement. Justice, pale and trembling, his eyes wide with naked terror, was now a rookie tryout. Clifton had spent a year and a half trying to forget that rainy Chicago alley, the raw revulsion in Justice's eyes, the whispered "it wasn't real" that had left him heartbroken. Justice had vanished, and Clifton had erased every trace. Now, the boy who once looked at him like he was the sun was back, flinching at his touch, displaying a deep, primal fear. Amidst sponsor pressure and whispers of being "washed," Clifton saw Justice's return as a chance for vengeance. He publicly humiliated Justice on a live stream, forcing him into a suicide mission, then coldly benched him. Yet, the satisfaction never came. Instead, a hollow emptiness and a torrent of questions: What had truly happened in the past? Why was Justice here, and what trauma had carved such fear into his bones? Clifton, unwilling to be fooled again, swore to uncover every secret and every lie. He would force Justice to explain why he had returned, even if it meant tearing down everything they both had left.

Action Horror LGBT+Mystery

7.9

Just an omega; The Lycan's Mate

7.9

My Lycan Mate, I Am Just an OmegaYolanda Edwards has always been an outcast-a wolf-less omega in a world where strength means worth. Bullied and belittled, she dreams of leaving her pack and finding solace among humans. But fate has other plans for her.When a mysterious substitute professor with piercing red eyes enters her life, Yolanda's world is turned upside down. Alejandro Romero is no ordinary werewolf-he's the Lycan King, a powerful and enigmatic ruler who has waited over a century for his fated mate. And to Yolanda's shock, that mate is her. Thrust into a world of danger, Yolanda must navigate the treacherous politics of the lycan kingdom, where enemies lurk in every shadow and her worth is constantly questioned. As she struggles to embrace her newfound identity and the wolf within.But Alejandro's throne is under threat, and Yolanda's presence has only intensified the target on his back. With a vengeful brother, a jealous rival, and a kingdom on the brink of war, Yolanda must find the strength to stand by her mate's side and prove that even an omega can become a queen. My Lycan Mate, I Am Just an Omega is a tale of love, power, and self-discovery, where the weakest link becomes the strongest bond.

Fantasy LGBT+Romance Werewolf

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