My Mate Humiliated Me Before the Lycan King

The pain hit me in layers.

First, the cold mark on my neck—a dead spot that used to be warm. Then Charli's claws opening my back in fresh lines. Then Lia's scream, raw and childish, right against my ear.

But under all of that, something else was moving.

The wolfsbane in my blood had been a wall for ten years. A quiet, chemical wall between me and what I really was. I had built it brick by brick with every bitter cup of tea I forced down at dawn. I had maintained it through injuries, through winters, through the nights Nicholas rolled over and reached for someone else in the dark.

The wall cracked.

I heard it before I felt it. A dry, splintering sound inside my own chest, like ice breaking on a lake. Then the heat came—not warm heat, but the white, roaring heat of something that had been kept in a cage far too long.

"Get up," I whispered to Lia. My voice didn't sound like mine anymore. It was lower. It vibrated in the gravel.

She couldn't get up. Her eyes were rolling back.

Charli's wolf snarled and lunged again. I lifted my head.

And my head kept lifting.

My spine snapped straight with a noise I felt in my teeth. My shoulders wrenched wide, tearing the last of my flannel down the seams. I looked down and saw silver-white fur splitting up my forearms in a wave, pushing my skin aside like water. My knuckles cracked, stretched, reformed as claws.

I heard someone scream. It might have been me. It might have been the pack.

The shift didn't come the way a normal shift comes. It exploded. My bones didn't bend—they broke and rebuilt in the same second. I felt my jaw unhinge and my skull reshape and my legs fold and lengthen. I rose. And rose. And rose.

When my four paws finally hit the gravel, I was looking down at the top of Nicholas's head.

He was on his knees.

They all were.

Fifty wolves. His whole pack. Beta Reid with his forehead pressed to the stones. The warriors who had refused to step forward for Lia now flat on their bellies, whining like pups. Nicholas himself was shaking, one hand braced against the gravel, his other hand at his throat like something was choking him.

Charli's wolf had let go of me. She was crawling backward, her reddish coat flickering in and out of shift like a bad signal. She couldn't hold it. Her paws scraped the stones. A thin whine dragged out of her throat. Then she was human again, naked and gasping, the moonstone collar bright against her skin where it should never have been.

I lowered my head. My breath fogged out over Nicholas.

He looked up.

I don't know what he saw in my face. I don't have words for what my face was anymore. But I watched his mouth open and close without sound, and I watched the color leave his lips.

Above us the torches guttered. The air had gone cold enough to see. My aura was rolling off me in waves I could not control, and I did not want to control it. Ten years. Ten years of making myself small enough for him to feel tall. Ten years of drinking the poison that kept my wolf quiet at his dinner table.

She was not quiet now.

She stood over the bleeding girl he had thrown away and she looked down at him and she did not blink.

Somewhere behind my eyes, I felt her name for the first time in my adult life. Sable. She had been waiting.

Then I heard it.

Rotors. Not far off anymore. Right on top of us.

The wind hit first, kicking up gravel and torch smoke, whipping Charli's hair across her wet face. The floodlights of the pack house flickered. Something big and black and armored dropped through the treeline, its belly lights sweeping the courtyard like a searchlight over a prison yard.

It set down in the middle of the lawn. The rotors kept spinning.

I had never seen a Lycan King's helicopter land on pack ground. Neither had anyone else here. Reid lifted his head an inch from the stones and I watched his mouth fall open.

The side door slid.

A man stepped down first—broad, dark uniform, silver at his collar. Gamma. Behind him, more armed wolves in the same uniform, moving in tight formation.

And then he came down.

He did not wait for the ramp. He did not wait for his escort to clear a path. He stepped off the aircraft the way a man steps off his own porch, and the wind pushed his coat back from his shoulders, and every wolf in that courtyard who was not already on the ground put themselves there.

Except me.

I could not have knelt if I had tried.

He walked three strides into the yard and stopped.

He inhaled.

I watched his chest rise. I watched his face change. I watched a decade of something—grief, I think it was grief—crack open behind his eyes in the space of a single breath.

He knew me by scent before he ever saw my face.

He crossed the rest of the courtyard slowly. He passed Nicholas without a glance. He passed Charli crumpled in the gravel without a glance. He walked until he was standing directly in front of the silver-white wolf that had been born sixty seconds ago in his enemy's dirt.

His hand lifted. It hovered near my muzzle. It did not touch.

"My daughter," he said.

His voice was not loud. It did not need to be. It carried across the yard the way law carries across a courtroom.

"My blood. Princess of the Lycan line. Stolen from my house the night she was born."

He turned his head then, and for the first time he looked at Nicholas.

"And you," he said, in the same quiet voice, "rejected her at your gate."