His Unwanted Wife Is A Top Scientist

The rain on Long Island didn't stop. It clung to Helen Patterson's cheap trench coat, dripping onto the marble floor of the Fitzpatrick estate's grand entrance hall. She pushed the heavy oak door shut behind her, the sound swallowed by the cavernous space. "Mrs. Fitzpatrick." The butler, Morrison, appeared with a towel. His eyes slid over her damp hair, her drugstore mascara smudged beneath her eyes, the scuffed heels she'd bought on clearance. He held out the towel with two fingers, as if touching her might contaminate him. "Shall I take your coat?" Helen took the towel. She didn't bother wiping her face. "No need." She walked past him, her wet shoes squeaking on the floor. Morrison didn't follow. She could feel his gaze on her back, that particular blend of deference and dismissal that the staff of the Fitzpatrick estate had perfected over four years. They served her because they had to. They respected her not at all. The kitchen lay at the end of a corridor lined with ancestral portraits. Duke's ancestors stared down at her with the same expression Morrison wore. She didn't look up at them. She'd stopped looking up at them after the first month. The coffee machine hummed to life. Blue Mountain. Duke's favorite. She'd special-ordered the beans last week, knowing tonight was their anniversary. Four years. She'd wanted to mark it somehow, even if he forgot. Even if he never remembered the date they stood in that courthouse in Connecticut, her in a white dress from a department store clearance rack, him in a suit that cost more than her annual salary. The machine gurgled. Helen stared at her reflection in the kitchen window. The rain outside blurred the manicured gardens into gray smears. She looked older than twenty-six. She looked tired. She looked like exactly what Duke's family believed she was: a woman who'd married above her station and was desperately trying to hold on. She touched her face. The skin felt loose beneath her fingers. When had that happened? This morning at the institute, she'd spent three hours deliberately corrupting data sets. Simple errors. Decimal points shifted. Control groups mislabeled. The kind of mistakes a forty-five-thousand-dollar-a-year data entry clerk would make. Dr. Patterson never made mistakes. Dr. Patterson didn't exist at the Defense Advanced Research Projects Administration's eastern facility. Only Helen existed, hunched over a terminal in the corner, wearing polyester blends and eating lunch from a paper bag. The coffee finished. She poured it into the silver tray, added the sugar cube Duke preferred, the small spoon, the napkin folded just so. The domestic rituals she'd learned to perform with mechanical precision. The Persian carpet on the stairs absorbed her footsteps completely. She'd learned that early too. How to move through this house without leaving traces. How to be present and invisible simultaneously. The study door stood ajar. A line of warm yellow light cut across the dark hallway. Helen raised her hand to knock. "-thirty thousand a month, Carter. That's not excessive for Paris." Duke's voice. But not talking to her. Not expecting her. Helen froze. Her hand hung in the air, knuckles white against the dark wood. "And the trust fund structure?" Another man's voice. Carter Sterling. Duke's college roommate. His voice carried that particular tone of wealthy men discussing wealthy matters, the casual assumption that all money was essentially theoretical. "Bulletproof." Duke sounded bored. "Adelia understands the arrangement. She knows what she has to do to maintain access." Adelia. The name hit Helen's sternum like a physical blow. She knew that name. She'd seen it on Duke's phone three months ago, a text message he'd deleted too quickly. She'd told herself it was nothing. She'd told herself a thousand times. She pressed closer to the door. The wood smelled of lemon polish and old money. "The wife doesn't know?" Carter asked. Duke laughed. The sound scraped against Helen's spine. "Helen? She thinks I was in Boston last week. She thinks I have quarterly reviews that run until midnight." A pause. The clink of ice in a glass. "She's useful, Carter. Don't misunderstand. She keeps the house running. She remembers my mother's birthday. She doesn't ask questions." "Four years, though." Carter's voice dropped. "You planning to wind it down?" "Wind it down?" Duke's tone sharpened. "Why would I do that? Helen's perfect. She knows exactly what she is. Forty-five thousand a year. No family. No connections. She literally cannot survive without me." Another laugh, colder this time. "I married her to make Adelia jealous, back when Adelia was playing hard to get. It worked. Now I have both. Why would I change that?" Helen's hands shook. The coffee sloshed against the rim of the cup. Hot liquid splashed onto her hand, burning the skin between her thumb and index finger. She didn't make a sound. She bit down on her lower lip until she tasted copper. The pain anchored her. It kept her from pushing through the door. It kept her from screaming. "Adelia's back in town next week," Carter said. "You meeting her at the airport?" "Manhattan. Her new consulting position." Duke's voice shifted, warmed. That tone Helen had never heard directed at her. "She's brilliant, Carter. You know what she's working on? She's involved in high-level tech policy. The kind of thing that actually matters." "Unlike your wife's data entry." "Exactly." Duke's chair creaked. Footsteps approached the door. "Helen thinks spreadsheets are intellectual work. I don't have the heart to tell her." Helen's legs gave out. She slid down the wall, the tray clutched against her chest, coffee soaking into her blouse. The burn on her hand throbbed in time with her heartbeat. Four years. She'd believed in four years. She'd believed in the small kindnesses, the remembered anniversaries, the way he sometimes looked at her across a dinner table as if seeing her for the first time. All of it. Every moment. A performance designed to punish another woman. The door handle turned. Helen scrambled up. She moved without thought, years of invisibility training taking over. She pressed herself into the shadow of the stairwell corner, the tray still clutched against her racing heart. Duke's voice drifted into the hallway. "-dinner next week, Carter. Bring that new girlfriend. The one with the-" Their footsteps descended the stairs. Their conversation faded into the marble vastness of the entrance hall. Helen stood in darkness. She looked down at her hands. The coffee had burned a red welt across her palm. She felt nothing. She watched Duke's back as he escorted Carter to the door. The perfect posture. The hand-tailored suit. The man she'd promised to love until death. Her eyes tracked him until the door closed. Until the sound of Carter's car engine faded into the rain. Then something shifted. Deep in her chest, behind the ribs, in the place where she'd stored her hope. It didn't break. It didn't shatter. It simply went cold. Helen Patterson looked at her husband's closed door with eyes that had finally stopped seeing what they wanted to see.