After He Chose Her, I Chose Myself

I visited the ballet company to submit my resignation. I had been dancing there primarily because it was close to home, making it easier to look after Edward. But that’s no longer a concern. The ballet instructor tried several times to persuade me to stay, but I stood my ground. Just last week, I received the acceptance to my international application—it's a dream of mine that I've cherished since childhood. I once turned it down for Edward, but thankfully, it's not too late to pursue my dream now.

After resigning, I completed the remainder of my responsibilities and called my best friend to share the exciting news. She was overjoyed for me and paused before asking, "What about Edward? Is he okay with you going overseas?" I chuckled softly, "He doesn’t need to know. This time, I’m doing it solo."

After wrapping up my role at the ballet company, I began organizing the paperwork needed for the move abroad. My parents are divorced, and aside from a few childhood friends, Edward was my only anchor here. I used to believe that wherever Edward was felt like home to me. But now, I feel untethered. Like a dandelion seed floating on the breeze, wherever I settle will be my new home.

When I returned home, Edward was just about to leave. He was sharply dressed, sporting a dark green tie that complemented his confident demeanor. Holding a spiced honey cake, I realized immediately—today is Ruby’s birthday, and Edward was off to celebrate with her. On the phone, his voice was buoyant, "Come on, stop guessing. I can’t spoil the surprise by telling you what the gift is! Just wait till I arrive."

I couldn’t hear the response on the other end, but Edward let out a hearty laugh, displaying his charismatic smile. It was a rare sight for me—his smile. Yet, as soon as he caught sight of me, his smile faded. Edward would go out of his way for Ruby’s desires but was stingy with even a smile for me.

His expression darkened instantly. He turned away from me abruptly, his disdain evident. He quickly slipped off his shoes, with the door slamming behind him.

I knew Edward was giving me the cold shoulder again. Previously, whenever these silent standoffs occurred, Ruby was always at the center. During those times, I’d go out of my way to appease him, even if he ignored my messages. I’d still persistently reach out.

But now, instead of worrying, I simply browsed online for some international recipes and began practicing them at home. It’s time to start adapting to new experiences ahead.