
Until Death Gives In: He Was My Doom, and Still My Home
The daughter of the Winslow family and the mafia leader of the Yates Group were born as enemies, their families locked in a feud that spanned generations. And yet, somewhere in the clash of blades and pride, love took root.
On the day they first met, Lucien Yates should have killed Mira Winslow. Instead, he shifted the aim of his gun and spared her-saving the proud, untouchable daughter of the Winslow family before him.
She could have run after being saved. Instead, she chose to fall-straight into the depths of his gaze.
For three years, they lived together in secret. Mira was the only light in his endless night.
And for her, Lucien allowed himself a dangerous fantasy-a grand wedding in Silvera, where their love could finally break free from the chains of their families' hatred.
At the height of their love, she was willing to abandon her family name for him. And he was willing to stand against the entire underworld for her.
On his thirty-second birthday, Lucien saw it with his own eyes-Mira handing over a hundred-page document to the head of the Winslow family. Soon after, the Yates Group suffered a devastating blow.
The pain tore through him, drowning everything else. He couldn't believe that the woman who had shared his nights... had betrayed him.
Mira knew nothing. The moment she stepped outside, she was taken.
Iron chains clamped around her ankles. Seawater flooded her throat. The executioner let out a cold laugh. "This is Lucien's order."
Until her final breath, she believed it was the man she loved who had sentenced her to death.
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Chapter 6
Rain poured down in sheets as Selena stepped into the center of the family council chamber.
"Mira belongs to the Winslow family, and she betrayed Lucien five years ago, now she's even colluding with outsiders and sneaking into the estate. Leaving her alive for one more day is like planting a ticking bomb in the heart of this family!"
The elders fell silent for a long while.
Someone objected, "If Lucien finds out about this, he'll never agree to it."
Selena curled her lips into a cold smile, "Kill her first, and if Lucien asks, we'll say she jumped into the sea out of guilt."
The order was issued quickly behind Lucien's back.
Selena had Mira seized and taken out to open water.
When Mira stood on the deck once again and felt chains wrap around her ankles, she let out a soft laugh and said, "This time too, was it Lucien's order?"
Selena looked down at her and said, "He said it himself, a traitor like you is better off dead."
Mira said nothing.
She remembered eight years ago, when she had been cornered by a rival gang in an abandoned warehouse during a family operation.
With a blade pressed to her throat, she had been certain she was going to die.
But in the next second, gunfire exploded, and Lucien appeared like a phantom.
Later, when she woke in the hospital, the first person she saw was him waiting at her bedside.
That was when he had said, "From now on, your life belongs to me."
And now, for the second time, Lucien had let others chain her to an anchor and throw her into the sea.
The moment freezing seawater rushed into her nose and mouth, Mira stopped struggling.
Maybe death was better, maybe that would end everything, and everything between her and Lucien could finally be erased with it.
Just as her consciousness was about to fade, a dark figure cut through the water.
It was Lucien.
He dove beneath the surface, pulled her into his arms, tore away the chains, and surfaced with her as fast as he could.
On deck, Selena's face turned deathly ashen as she said, "Lucien, how could you..."
Lucien ignored her, laid Mira flat on the deck, forced open her clenched jaw, and bent down to give her air.
Warm breath rushed into her lungs, and Mira coughed violently before slowly opening her eyes.
The first thing she saw was Lucien's drenched face, his eyes churning with emotions she could not understand: pain, fury, fear, and a trace of something that looked like heartache.
Mira stared blankly ahead and murmured softly, "I don't want to die again... the sea is so dark, I don't want to be thrown in there again..."
Lucien's pupils shrank sharply. What did she mean by die again?
But before he could ask, Mira lost consciousness.
Lucien scooped her into his arms and barked at the guards, "Everyone involved in this tonight will be severely punished."
Back at the estate, Mira lay on the soft bed staring at the ceiling, her body mostly unharmed, but her heart felt as though it had been crushed over and over again.
The next morning, the butler brought in breakfast, hesitated for a moment, and said quietly, "Miss Hawthorne was released last night, Mr. Yates said she has stayed by his side for ten years. So this time he's letting it go."
Mira's hand shook, and the coffee cup slipped to the floor, shattering into pieces.
Letting it go?
Mira lowered her eyes, hiding the storm inside them, and said, "Alright, I understand."
She suddenly remembered one birthday when she had casually mentioned wanting a strawberry cake from Escye, and Lucien had immediately sent a private jet for it, then brought it to her bedside himself at three in the morning.
She had laughed and called him ridiculous, but he had answered with complete seriousness, "If you want it, I'd even bring down the stars for you."
Back then, she had believed him.
But now, when it came to the person who wanted her dead, he let it go.
Liar.
Lucien was a liar.
Mira leaned against the window and cried without a sound. From beginning to end, she had been the only one who ever gave her heart.
The next day, the family convened an emergency council meeting.
Someone still insisted, "Lucien, Mira must die, she's a ticking bomb."
Others quickly agreed, "Selena is right, deal with her now before she causes bigger trouble later."
"Anyone who brings up killing her again," Lucien said, his gaze sweeping across the room, his voice calm yet soaked in bloodshed, "I'll kill them instead."
The entire room erupted in shock.
Standing in the corner, Selena dug her nails into her palm so hard they nearly drew blood.
For the sake of a traitor, Lucien had threatened the entire family.
In that moment, Selena finally understood that no matter what Mira had done—betrayal, escape, any of it—Lucien's heart had never truly left her.
Selena had lost completely, and as she turned away, she sent a message to one of the Yates Group's deadliest rivals.
"I have the security layout of Lucien's private estate, let's make a deal."
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What feels like protection becomes control.
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Her boyfriend fights for her freedom.
Her protector betrays her trust.
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Guns are raised.
Promises are broken.
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7.5
"I'm going to fuck all of Vincent's memory out of you," he murmurs.
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Vincent Ricci, her ruthless mafia husband, can't tolerate that one imperfection. In a brutal, heartless move, he divorces her and replaces her with Maria, the fertile woman who can give him the heir Lyla never could. But that's just the beginning.
Refusing to be discarded so easily, Lyla struggles to let go. But when Vincent plans to lock her away in a basement, everything changes. Carter Ricci, Vincent's cold, calculating uncle, steps in. He takes her to his penthouse, promising to protect her, cherish her, and vowing he's nothing like his nephew.
But Carter has his own dark secrets. And once they're revealed, everything Lyla thought she knew about him will be shattered.
When Vincent realizes the mistake he's made, regret consumes him and he comes to take her back. But Carter has no intention of letting her go. He's claimed her, body and soul.
Now Lyla must choose: Will she return to the man who shattered her, or stay with the one who trapped her in a web of lies and manipulation?
And can Carter really hold onto the woman he took through deceit, or will his dark past destroy everything they've built?
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8.7
At my father's wedding reception, my new stepmother demanded I give her the sapphire necklace my mother left me when she died.
I told her no. So she had her enforcer throw me to the floor in front of two hundred guests.
He ripped the chain from my neck, shattering my mother's gemstone on the marble floor. When my childhood maid, Arlene, tried to protect me, he kicked her so hard her head cracked open against a stone pillar. My father, a New York mob boss, saw the whole thing and did nothing but laugh with his new bride.
Any love I had for my family bled out on that floor with Arlene.
That night, I found Damien Flynn, my father's sworn enemy. I was supposed to be my father's greatest asset-a virgin daughter to be sold for an alliance. I decided to burn that asset to the ground.

7.1
Astrid waited for Joshua all night as she usually did... And the first thing she received, instead of a cold greeting, was the divorce papers.
"Why?" were her only words when she saw the agreement.
Joshua looked at her indifferently. "It's enough. It's a waste of time to continue this marriage. In the first place, if it weren't for my grandfather, I wouldn't have married you... Sign it!" he shouted. Astrid, her eyes filled with tears, hurriedly took the divorce agreement and put it in her mouth. "I don't want a divorce!" Astrid cried. Joshua didn't respond, he just looked at her and walked away. After all, it was difficult to get into the heart of someone like Joshua. She stood firm in her decision. She had married to take care of her mother's health... Until she lost her too, leaving her with nothing left to hold on to. "He doesn't feel anything for me," she said, wiping her teary eyes. "In the future, I will never appear in front of him again." She took her luggage and, accompanied by a heavy snowfall, disappeared along with her footprints in the snow. She left behind only her signature on the divorce agreement. With a trembling body, she escaped. Five years later, a little boy reminded her of the person she tried to forget.

9.4
I spent the night with a stranger...
Who got me pregnant...
And turned out to be my boss...
Whoops, sorry, did I say "boss"? I meant a MOB boss.
To be fair, I didn't know he was my boss when I slept with him.
I thought he was just the kind stranger offering me a place to stay.
But one night in Misha Orlov's hotel room got me way more than I bargained for.
It got me champagne that tasted like starlight.
Satin sheets as soft as a dream.
And a man with silver eyes who showed me how it felt to come undone.
And then, in the morning...
He was gone.
That's I needed to get my life together anyway.
After all, my ex-not-quite-husband (it's a long story) just emptied all our bank accounts and disappeared, taking my home and my money and my job with him.
So I'm starting from a blank slate.
I find myself a new apartment.
A new job.
And I put both Misha and my husband behind me.
At least, I thought I did.
Until Day 1 of orientation.
When I learn that Misha Orlov is my new boss.
That's bad enough.
What's worse is what came next.
A car crash.
A doctor's appointment.
And two pieces of unsettling news.
Congratulations, the doctor says. You're pregnant.
Congratulations, Misha says. You and I are getting married.

9.0
"You and your baby are mine whether you want it or not."
Renata Neroni's life was shattered the moment she discovered her boyfriend and stepsister's betrayal. In a rare lapse of judgment fueled by grief and alcohol, she spent a single, anonymous night with a stranger, unaware that she had just surrendered herself to Domenico Veronesi, the most formidable figure in the global underworld.
That night left Renata with more than just a memory; she was pregnant with the heir to a mafia empire.
As her father, desperate to free himself from the debts, prepares to marry her off to a man nearly his own age, Renata finds herself trapped. Her only escape arrives in the form of Domenico himself. Asserting his claim, he interrupts the arrangement and brings Renata to his secluded estate.
Within the fortified walls of the Veronesi estate, the man known for his cold, merciless exterior reveals a singular obsession: the protection of Renata and their unborn child.
However, Domenico's readiness to provide is met with a wall of ice.
Despite his efforts to provide for her, Renata's resentment initially hardens into a wall of silence.
To her, Domenico is simply another powerful man attempting to control her fate. However, as she is forced to navigate the inner workings of his life within the mafia world, she begins to see the man behind the fearsome reputation.
Renata discovers the deeper layers of Domenico, a loyalty and a hidden vulnerability regarding their child, and the fear that once defined her begins to dissolve.