Ruin Me,King Owen

Arita's POV

My hands bolted the door, not wanting mom to walk in and catch me touching myself. She is so fond of coming to my room without knocking.

I bent underneath my bed, bringing out the sex toy I had neatly placed there. It took me ages to get this one because I was barely given money. I understand the situation, mom is trying her best. It's not easy working four jobs just to pay the bills, so I decided to work in a store that isn't far from home just to gather money for this sex toy and Ray's birthday gift.

I am still a virgin, but I have masturbated countless times that I couldn't keep count of. Lately I discovered I have a high libido. My urges for sex immensely increased, making me touch myself when I am alone. My habit of reading porn related novels also contributes to my urges.

I lay on the bed gently, holding the dildo in my hands. My other hand roamed my body, trying to find that sensitive spot that would awaken my urges.

It didn't take much time before those urges awakened. My body became a little warm, with pleasure running through the nerves of my body.

My mouth let out a soft moan as I couldn't contain what I was feeling, but this felt so good.

I grabbed my boobs softly, fixed the dildo in my mouth while I sucked on it. I pinched my nipple, making my pussy wet with warm liquid.

My hands moved slowly to my pussy, my mind remembering how one of the characters in my current novel touched herself. I imagined her touching me, making my body vibrate at the thought.

My hand rubbed my clit slowly and steadily, making me release more juice.

I licked the wetness, tasting myself. It tasted salty and creamy but extremely satisfying.

My hand found its way back to my pubic area, but this time my finger went in. It was one finger at first, then two, and before I knew it I had three fingers in my opening.

 I felt full.

I moved slowly in my pussy, thrusting my fingers more deeply in my hole.

Everything felt right, me touching myself, feeling this way and not bothered about the problems of the world. For the first time I felt happy and forgot how badly I was treated by my folks.

I removed my fingers and widened my legs apart as I was ready to insert the dildo into my dripping pussy.

My hands rubbed on the sex toy as I applied the lubricant that came with it. It would make the dildo slimy and easier for penetration since this was my first time.

I adjusted myself, positioned the dildo on my clit. With a little push, I tried to push it in but it slipped away from my clit.

I tried again, and it was at the fourth attempt that it went in.

The walls of my pussy widened as it accepted the dildo. I felt something break in me, like a sharp cut. It felt painful at first, but as I continued moving the dildo, it became less painful.

When I felt the pain had subsided, my pace increased. The dildo thrust in and out of my pussy.

I felt full, felt good, felt satisfied.

I withdrew the dildo from my opening, licked it, and slid it back to where it belonged, my pussy.

This time the thrust lasted longer before I felt my body tense, making me release more fluid.

I got up to clean up as it was almost time for mom to close from work as I wouldn't want her to perceive any odd smell in my room when sge walked in.

I walked into the bathroom, my ass flipping left and right as I walked.

The warm water calmed my tensed muscles, making me close my eyes at the feeling.

I washed the dildo and arranged it back in the box before pushing it underneath my bed.

I fixed my bed and lay down afterward, feeling light and at the same time weak.

The knock on the door woke me up,I had slept off while laying down earlier. That must be mom, she was back from her cleaning work.

Lazily, I stood up to unlock the door. I gave her a hug while she pecked my forehead.

"Dinner is ready, come and eat."

"So fast," I said, looking at her suspiciously because there was no way she would make dinner when she just came back.

"Hmm, you slept for a long time and forgot it was 8 pm already."

"Eight pm," I screamed. I had slept at exactly five pm and now it was 8 pm. How time flies.

I followed mom to the living room. There was no dining area as the house was a small one, the type we could afford. We improvised by eating in the living room.

When I stepped into the living room, it was filled with the aroma of delicious food coming from the kitchen. I sniffed again, my tongue already salivating. Mom is a good cook.

I sat on the chair while she dished the food into a plate and gave me my portion. I finished the food in no time and cleaned the plate.

In the kitchen, I noticed a flyer beside her bag. She must have come to the kitchen immediately when she got home.

"Mom, what's this?" I asked, walking out of the kitchen.

"A colleague of mine was explaining things about the school. She forgot the flyer with me."

"Is this not Verity Academy?" I asked.

"Yes. She said they are offering two student scholarships."

"You are right, mom. They do that every year. I don't know if their scholarship form is out. It's a good thing your friend forgot this flyer with you."

"I will search it online and apply. That way I will ease your burden of paying my school fees for college ."

"You are such a good child, always finding every way to be supportive," mother complimented.

We said some prayers before I retired back to my room. I did some research about Verity Academy. Thank God I did, the form is scheduled to close in two days.

I applied on the portal and was asked to come to the school in one week time for the scholarship examination.

I lay on the bed and couldn't sleep. My mind went to Ray. He hadn't called since I left his place.

I waited for hours, waiting for him to tell me he was sorry, but my phone didn't even beep,then I dozed off in the wonderland.