Rejected by my Alpha Husband

" You clearly heard what I said, Love!" A cruel smirk appeared on his devilishly handsome face and iam having a conflict with my head, heart and body. Am I shameless and cruel for finding him attractive even though he is ruining my one chance at happiness! Something is clearly wrong with my head and my wolf, who is suddenly giving him eyes. " No, I'm not going to do what you are asking. I'd rather die than reject my MATE." I gritted out the last word putting emphasis on it. " Do you think you have any say in this! You are going to do exactly what I am saying, Felza!" A warning growl rumbled through his chest and went straight to my core. What the fudge! Something is not right! Is there any witch near me? Who is blowing her magic my way! " No! I'm not going to reject my Mate and I am canceling this stupid wedding." Everyone gasped around me like how dare I stand up against the big bad Alpha without any fear. I can feel pity, bewilderment, Surprise and shock from the people around me. They probably have never heard or seen someone stand up to Rhys Blackford. " You are going to regret that, Love!" His signature cruel smirk appeared once again shaking the butterflies in my stomach to wreak havoc. I should be ashamed but I'm not! " Maybe, Maybe not but what I know is that I don't want to lose my mate." I may look like a sacrificial goat ready to be sacrificed but I don't care because I want to have my mate and that's the only thing I know right now other than the consequences which come for standing up against Rhys. He moved even more closer to me than before, crowding my personal space and not leaving any room to breathe normal air without getting a whiff of his scent which is delicious and mouth-watering. " Do you want to get blood on your hands?" His question knocked the air out of me and the fear and terror started gripping me tightly. " W...What do you mean?" I asked, i am trying to be brave and not show him that whatever he is saying is affecting me but the smirk on his face told me that he is very well aware of my fear and he is loving the way he is making me feel. " I Am going to kill every single one of them. You heard about my reputation right? I don't disappoint." His threat spread like a wildfire making everyone panic as well as some people try to run but Rhys's men surrounded everyone, closing all the exits and locking everyone inside like prisoners. " You wouldn't." I said, disbelief and panic spreading through my body making me nauseous. If I don't run away from here I'm gonna puke my guts out or pass out from the nerves. " Try me, Love!" His chuckle vibrated through my body making me shiver even if it's blazing hot around me. " Don't you dare touch any of the people here. I will slit your throat before you harm my people." My wolf pushed me back, taking full control of my body. She loves her pack and people, she doesn't tolerate it if someone threatens her pack. " If you don't want any bloody mess then it's better to reject him and move to the altar, Felza!" My name came out of his mouth on a growl. His eyes are shining gold and returning back to their original color. He is pushing back his wolf, being an Alpha comes with control and domination and here I am standing up to him and saying no. I Am not being in control so his wolf is not liking that and taking me as a challenge. " No, I'm not going to change my mind just because you are threatening us." I may be dumb for saying things which will come to bite me but I'm not going to cower in front of him. My wolf agreed with me and she is ready to fight this stupid, Stubborn and handsome Alpha. He narrowed his eyes and clicked his finger making me snap my eyebrows together in confusion as to why he did that but when a scream pierced around me I got to know that he signaled his men to hurt anyone from the guests to prove a point. " No, Stop!" The screams of a man echoing around the old church made my stomach flip upside down. I don't want to look at the scene, I can't handle the cruelty he is bestowing upon the people. " Why! You clearly don't care about anyone other than yourself. Let me do what I'm doing and you do what you want to." He is mocking me, belittling me and showing me that I have no power against him. "Stop! I....I will do what you want." I gritted out the words. Tears burning behind my eyes and my heart breaking piece by piece,I can feel my heartbreak physically. " See! How easy is that? Come, let's get it over already." He is throwing the words so carelessly like he doesn't value the bonds Moon goddess has blessed. He truly is a monster with black heart. " What is your name!" He demanded my mate, who stood there like a statue gritting his teeth but not standing up for his mate. I should be the one standing up for our bond but my hands are tied because he seems like a low ranking wolf and he can't stand a chance in front of this monster. " Chris Ashford." His name came out of his mouth begrudgingly tearing my heart even more. " You heard him right? Proceed." He demanded, his eyes shining cruelty and he is standing there like he is bored with this. " I, Felza Rose Winters, R...Reject Chris Ashford as My fated mate." If I want to be not stomped upon by this heartless monster then I need to be strong and always raise my head even in the situations which are killing me. " Great! Now it's your turn." he growled at the last part, startling me as well as my ex-mate. " I, Chris Ashford, accept Felza Rose Winters Rejection." A pain like no other pierced through my heart making me clutch it and my knees buckle making me kneel on the ground. " It's not the time to cry, Love! We are already behind the times. Let's go." He didn't even let me grieve my bond for a second before he was occupying my space and head with his presence and touch. He took my body in his arms in bridal style and took me to the altar where the priest was waiting for us. I feel numb, tears streaming down my face but I don't care about anything right now. Grunts of pain from my mate can be heard but there is no bond buzzing between us now, it's gone. There is nothing but an empty void inside me. I don't know how i'm going to survive this but i am going to do whatever it takes to survive this like the Alpha female iam.