
Please forgive me for my deep love
Chapter 1
“I won’t leave Michael for money! What we have is real!”
Half-reclined on the master bed, the girl’s clothes were disheveled, her lips swollen. With a face strikingly similar to Michael’s unreachable ideal, Mariah, she glared defiantly at Cynthia, chin lifted. “You’re the ninety-ninth woman to tell me that.”
Cynthia’s expression stayed placid as she motioned for a bodyguard to lay a stack of cash and two copies of a non-disclosure agreement in front of the girl. “Sign these, and the money is yours to take when you go.”
“Cynthia, everyone knows you’re just Michael’s dog. Do you really think you’re his wife? Michael told me he’s never even kissed you all this time—you disgust him!”
Cynthia showed no reaction to the girl’s venomous words—because they were true.
In Harbor City’s elite circles, everyone knew the open secret: Cynthia was Michael’s wife in name only. In reality, she was his dog. And she had brought it all on herself.
After all, she’d used every dirty trick in the book to marry him.
At Michael’s engagement party to his beloved Mariah, Cynthia had drugged him. In his disoriented state, she slipped into his bed. When the scandal broke, she leaked it to the press, guaranteeing front-page coverage.
In the end, with the help of a conveniently timed pregnancy of dubious origin and the benevolence of Michael’s father, Jeremy, she displaced Mariah. She forced Michael to marry her, driving the heartbroken Mariah to vanish without a trace for years.
For Michael, a man notorious for his ruthlessness, it was the first time he had ever been trapped and humiliated. His hatred for Cynthia was absolute.
The wedding had barely ended when Michael shoved the still-bridal-gowned Cynthia down a flight of stairs, publicly calling it a “tragic miscarriage.”
“You’re only fit to be my dog.”
He meant it. For the next five years, Cynthia was his to summon and dismiss at will—his beast of burden, his servant, his toy for venting lust and rage.
The truth, however, was that Cynthia had been forced into every action by Christina, Mariah’s mother.
The year Cynthia graduated, her grandmother, Patricia, fell critically ill and needed a liver transplant. Destitute and desperate, Cynthia was approached at the hospital by Christina, who oversaw the facility.
“Mariah is still young, not ready to settle down. But the alliance between Michael’s family and ours cannot be broken by us. Cynthia, be a good girl. Do exactly as I say, and you can save your grandmother.”
To save Patricia’s life, Cynthia sold her soul and her dignity. Mariah’s family, meanwhile, reaped a windfall from Michael’s guilt over the years.
The girl sneered now, slapping the documents against Cynthia’s face before trying to sweep past her. A bodyguard blocked the exit.
“Cynthia, just you wait!” Forced to press her thumbprint onto the agreement, Hannah spat the words through gritted teeth before finally being allowed to leave.
Cynthia dismissed the threat as nothing. That evening, however, Michael had the grandmother she depended on seized.
By the time Cynthia arrived, Patricia—shivering in nothing but a thin dress—was trapped inside a massive glass enclosure crawling with venomous snakes. Curled into a corner, the elderly woman was deathly pale, her body wracked with tremors. Paralyzed by cold and terror, she couldn’t even cry out.
Hannah, meanwhile, was curled against Michael, her sniffles and tears a convincing performance.
The moment she saw Cynthia, Hannah shrieked in apparent terror. “Cynthia—oh god—I’m so sorry! It won’t happen again, I promise!”
Cynthia’s heart leapt into her throat, confusion swirling. Before she could speak, a bodyguard’s brutal kick to the back of her knee sent her crashing to the floor at their feet.
“Why did you humiliate Hannah with money, then have her kidnapped and threatened? Cynthia, have you truly grown tired of living?”
“I didn’t kidnap—” Cynthia’s denial was cut short by a vicious backhand from a guard. She sprawled at Michael’s feet, her forehead cracking against the floor, blood welling instantly.
Cynthia knew then that explanations were useless. The only thing that mattered was getting Patricia out.
She scrambled up, not even bothering to wipe the blood trickling into her eye, and pleaded desperately with Michael. “Michael, please, whatever it is, let my grandmother go! She’s old, she’s frail, she can’t take this… Punish me instead! Lock me in there, I’m begging you!”
“Oh, you will be punished. A dog that bites its master deserves to be taught a proper lesson, don’t you agree?”
Michael’s voice was a whip-crack of cruelty, yet he used the tip of his polished black shoe to lift her chin with an almost caressing delicacy. A trickle of blood from her forehead mixed with her tears and dripped onto the leather.
Before Hannah could finish speaking, she pressed the sole of her high heel hard against Cynthia’s face.
Deliberately, she smeared mud over Cynthia’s head and cheeks, now and then digging the sharp heel into her skin, leaving bleeding bruises behind.
“…You’re not angry with me, are you, Cynthia?”
Wiping both heels clean, Hannah put on a look of feigned, timid innocence.
“She wouldn’t dare.” Michael kissed Hannah slowly on the lips, then glanced down at Cynthia with contempt. “The snakes’ fangs have been pulled this time. If there’s a next time… I won’t waste my energy again.”
With that, he tossed down a set of keys, scooped Hannah into his arms, and strode away without looking back.
Cynthia scrambled for the keys, hands trembling as she fumbled to unlock the glass door. Fighting back the nausea and terror churning inside her, she picked her way past the snakes—each one a coil of dread—and stumbled toward her grandmother.
She tried to lift Patricia gently, then froze. There, on the back of her grandmother’s hand, was a clear bite mark. The skin around it had already turned a sickly purple-black, the discoloration creeping up her entire arm.
Michael had lied. The snakes’ fangs were still there.
Nothing else mattered now. Cynthia hoisted her barely-breathing grandmother onto her back and burst out of the house.
But they were in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by pitch-darkness. Days of heavy snow had left the ground treacherous. Every step was a struggle, her grandmother a dead weight on her back.
Her feet kept slipping. Again and again she fell to her knees, skin breaking, blood seeping through her pants and staining the ice below. Still, she gritted her teeth and pushed forward.
"Hold on, Grandma. The hospital… we’ll get there soon. You're going to be okay. You have to be okay!"
She repeated the words like a mantra, her voice shaking uncontrollably.
Then her foot caught on nothing. Her ankle twisted at a sickening angle, and she crashed down with her grandmother into the snow, a tangle of limbs. This time, she couldn’t get up.
“…Cynthia.” Patricia’s voice was barely a thread of sound. “I know… all these years… you’ve suffered for me. You don’t have to anymore… Go. Leave this place. Live well… just live…”
Her grandmother’s voice cut off abruptly. The hand reaching for Cynthia’s cheek fell, striking the snow with a soft, final thud.
Cynthia stared, uncomprehending, at the lifeless form in her arms. It was as if a white-hot blade had been driven through her heart. Raw, overwhelming agony swallowed her whole.
Her mouth opened. She wanted to scream, to cry for help—but all that came out was a violent rush of blood, spraying across the snow before she collapsed beside her grandmother, unconscious.
Cynthia woke in a hospital bed. A passerby had found them and brought them in. But for Patricia, it was too late.
Limping, Cynthia left the hospital carrying her grandmother’s ashes. She took them home; she couldn’t afford a burial plot.
On paper, she was the CEO of Michael’s Group. In reality, her annual salary was one dollar. Even basics—food, clothing, a roof—required a formal request. Anything over fifty dollars needed Michael’s personal approval.
As for the $100,000 she’d applied for two days ago? Still no word.
Now, the total in her bank account couldn’t even buy the cheapest plot of land in the city.