
My Roommate Stole Him and Tried to Ruin Me
Chapter 4
I found out he'd read the post the same way I found out about the post itself — not directly, but through the air around me.
The next morning I came out of my building at seven fifty-two, coffee in hand, notebook under my arm, and Damir Lane was standing on the path.
Not waiting, exactly. He wasn't leaning against anything or checking his phone. He was just there, facing the direction of the academic buildings, like he happened to be going the same way at the same time.
He glanced over when I came through the door. 'Morgan.'
I stopped. 'Lane.'
I didn't know his name yet when I'd first noticed him on the ROTC field. I'd learned it since — the way you learn things on a campus that processes everything as content. His name had been in the post. Specific. Deliberate.
He fell into step beside me without asking.
I let him. Partly because I was still half-asleep and partly because I was already running the calculation — the same one he'd clearly already run. The rumor existed. It was out there, spreading through group chats and dining hall conversations and the particular cruelty of an anonymous forum that never forgets. Nothing I did now would un-ring that bell.
But a girl walking alone with a target on her back was a different picture than a girl walking beside the person the rumor was about, unhurried, unbothered, like the whole thing was beneath her notice.
We walked in silence. He matched my pace exactly — not slowing down for me, not pulling ahead. Just parallel.
The campus watched. I felt it the way you feel weather before it arrives — a shift in pressure, a change in the quality of attention. Two people near the library steps stopped talking. A group coming out of the dining hall tracked us for a beat too long.
I kept my spine straight and my face neutral and drank my coffee.
He did it again the next day. And the day after that.
By the third morning I had mapped the pattern clearly enough to name it. He showed up at seven fifty-two. He walked me to my first class. He appeared at the edge of the fitness sessions we shared, not hovering, just present — close enough to be visible, far enough to give me room. He never announced what he was doing. He never asked if it was okay.
He just kept showing up.
On the third day I stopped in the middle of the path.
He stopped too. Not surprised. Like he'd been waiting for this.
I turned to face him. The morning light was flat and gray, the kind that makes everything look like it's waiting for something to happen. I looked at him directly — at the particular stillness he carried, the way he took up space without performing it.
'What's your angle?' I asked.
He looked at me. Not through me, not past me. At me, with that quiet, unreadable expression that I had been trying to find the seam in for three days.
'Because someone should,' he said.
I stared at him.
I was looking for it — the crack, the tell, the thing underneath the thing. The slight overcorrection in the eye contact, the laugh that came half a second too easy, the performance of sincerity that always had a texture you could feel if you pressed on it. I had learned to look for those things. I was good at finding them.
I found nothing.
Just the flat gray morning and his steady gaze and those three words sitting in the air between us like they weren't trying to be anything other than what they were.
'That's not an answer,' I said.
'It's the only one I have.'
I looked at him for one more second. Then I turned and walked into my building.
I didn't look back. But I was aware, in the specific way you're aware of things you're pretending not to notice, that he stood on the path and watched me go.
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Oaklynn didn't tell me about the party until after.
That was deliberate. I understood it without her having to explain — if she'd told me beforehand, I would have told her not to go, or I would have gone myself, and either way the footage wouldn't exist. She knew me well enough to know that.
She came back to the suite a little after one in the morning. I was still awake, sitting at my desk with my notebook open, not writing anything. Mila was asleep. The room was quiet.
Oaklynn sat down on the edge of her bed and looked at me with an expression I hadn't seen on her before. Not triumphant. Something more careful than that.
'I got something tonight,' she said.
She handed me her phone.
The video was forty-three seconds long. The audio was imperfect — bass from the speakers, voices layered underneath — but Cayden's voice cut through it clearly. He was holding a cup and grinning at the brothers around him, loose and easy the way he got when he had an audience and enough drinks in him to stop managing himself.
*Five hundred bucks for pulling a rich girl out of the water.* A laugh. *Easiest money I ever made. And I didn't even get wet.*
I watched it once.
Then I set the phone down on the desk between us and looked at the wall.
The room was very quiet. Outside, the campus had gone mostly still — just the distant sound of someone's music, the elevator down the hall.
I thought about the beach. The pull of the current, the specific cold of it, the moment when the surface had been somewhere above me and I hadn't been sure which direction was up. I had never been able to remember clearly what came after — just hands, and air, and the grit of sand under my palms.
I had spent two years being grateful to the wrong person.
I had built something on that gratitude. Let it shape what I thought I owed, what I thought I felt, what I thought was real.
Oaklynn was watching me. Not saying anything. Just present, the way she always was when she'd done something she knew would cost me something to receive.
'Thank you,' I said.
She nodded once.
I picked up my notebook. I wrote down the date, the time, and four words: *He didn't get wet.*
Then I closed it and went to bed.
I didn't sleep for a long time. But when I finally did, it was the deep, flat kind — the kind that comes after something has been confirmed that you already knew, somewhere underneath everything, was true.
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