
My Husband Imprisoned Me to Fund His Mistress’s Career
Chapter 4
The silence in Paris was different from the silence in the basement. Down there, silence was a threat—a prelude to footsteps on the stairs. Here, in the sprawling estate Magnus called home, silence was vast and echoing, like the inside of a cathedral. It terrified me.
For the first three weeks, I existed in the corners of rooms. I slept with my back against the wall, eyes fixed on the door handle, waiting for it to turn. Every time the floorboards settled or the wind rattled the windowpanes, my heart slammed against my ribs, a frantic bird beating against a cage. I couldn't speak. My voice had been stolen along with my womb, leaving only a hollow ache where words used to form.
Magnus didn't force me. He didn't demand gratitude or explanations. He just… waited. Every afternoon, he sat in the hallway outside my bedroom door, reading aloud from books of poetry or history. His voice was deep, a steady rumble that vibrated through the wood and into my bones. He never tried to come in. He never touched the knob.
"'Do not go gentle into that good night,'" he read one rainy Tuesday, his French accent softening the hard edges of the English vowels. "'Rage, rage against the dying of the light.'"
I sat on the floor on the other side of the door, knees pulled to my chest, tracing the scar on my abdomen through my shirt. Rage. I didn't have rage. I only had fear, cold and slippery like a snake in my gut.
Dr. Rodriguez came on Thursdays. She was a small woman with eyes that saw too much. She didn't ask me to talk about the basement. Instead, she asked me to describe the color of the sky outside the window.
"It's gray," I whispered finally, my voice sounding like dry leaves scraping together. It was the first word I'd spoken in twenty days.
"Like slate?" she asked gently. "Or like doves?"
"Like ash," I said.
***
Three thousand miles away, in the glass-walled prison of Williams Enterprises, panic had a different flavor. I could imagine it—the sharp, metallic taste of failure.
Haley would be pacing in my old studio, her heels clicking a staccato rhythm of desperation. Milan Fashion Week was looming, a guillotine blade hovering over her neck. For five years, she had been the genius, the prodigy, the face of the brand. But I had been the hands.
Without my hands, Haley was just a girl who knew how to smile for cameras.
Magnus had intercepted the chatter. He showed me the transcripts one evening, sliding the tablet across the heavy oak dining table.
"Wyatt thinks a rival cartel took you," Magnus said, cutting his steak with precise, controlled movements. "He's hired private security firms to sweep the Tri-State area. He's bleeding money."
I looked at the screen. An intercepted email from Haley to Wyatt: *"I can't do the sketches, Wyatt. The lines are wrong. The shading looks like a child did it. If we don't have the collection, the investors pull out."*
Wyatt's reply was short, brutal: *"Fix it. Or you're next."*
A cold smirk touched my lips, surprising me. It was a fleeting sensation, gone as quickly as it came, but it was there. They were eating each other alive.
"She's going to use the trash," I murmured.
Magnus looked up, his gray eyes intense. "What?"
" The rejects," I said, staring at the candle flickering between us. "Years ago. Before the basement. I threw out a sketchbook of avant-garde concepts. They were too sharp, too angry. Haley kept them. She said they were 'interesting.' She'll try to pass them off as new."
Magnus set down his knife. "Then we need to be better."
He stood and extended a hand. "Come with me."
I hesitated. Trust was a muscle that had atrophied. But looking at Magnus—at the scar through his eyebrow, at the patience etched into his features—I felt a strange pull. He wasn't Wyatt. He didn't want to own me; he wanted me to stand.
I didn't take his hand, but I followed him.
We walked through the silent house to the east wing. He opened a set of double doors, revealing a room flooded with moonlight. It was a studio. Not a dungeon like the basement, but a sanctuary. Drafting tables, jeweler's loupes, trays of velvet, and walls of untouched canvas.
But it was the tools that made my breath hitch. The pliers. The files. The wire cutters. In the basement, these had been instruments of my slavery. Here, they gleamed under the moonlight, waiting.
"I can't," I whispered, backing away. My hands started to shake, phantom pains shooting through my fingers.
"You can," Magnus said softly. He didn't block the exit. He stood by the window, giving me space. "Wyatt stole your life, Tessa. Don't let him keep your talent, too. That belongs to you. It always has."
I looked at the charcoal stick resting on the drafting table. It was just wood and carbon. It couldn't hurt me.
Slowly, agonizingly, I walked forward. I picked up the charcoal. It felt heavy, familiar. I closed my eyes and saw the jagged lines of my own brokenness. The shattered pieces of my womb, my trust, my heart.
I touched the paper.
The first stroke was violent—a harsh, black slash. Then another. I drew not with grace, but with fury. I drew a heart, not whole and beating, but exploded. Shards of anatomy suspended in chaos. But then, I took a gold marker. And I began to stitch.
I drew gold wire wrapping around the shards, pulling them together, binding the wreckage into something new. Something stronger. *Kintsugi*. The art of repairing broken pottery with gold, treating the breakage as part of the history, not something to disguise.
When I finished, I was breathless, sweat cooling on my skin.
Magnus stepped closer, looking down at the drawing. His expression was unreadable for a moment, and then, a slow reverence dawned in his eyes.
"The Phoenix," he said quietly. "We'll release it under a pseudonym. No one will know it's you. But the world will see it. And Haley… Haley will see it."
I looked at the drawing—at the beautiful, terrible ruin I had created. For the first time in five years, the silence didn't frighten me. It felt like a blank page.
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