My Guardian's Kiss, A Bitter Sweet Goodbye
For ten years, I lived with my guardian, Cole, secretly loving him. He was my late brother's best friend, the man I had worshipped since I was eight.
On my eighteenth birthday, I confessed my love with a painting. He ripped it to shreds, roaring, "I am your guardian, for God's sake!" He called my love a pathetic fantasy.
Two months later, he was engaged. He forgot I had a deadly allergy to the mango dessert his fiancée offered me.
Then, one night, he stumbled home drunk, pinned me to my bed, and kissed me while murmuring his fiancée's name. The next morning, he looked at me with disgust.
"What are you doing in my bed, Cora?"
My world shattered. The man who had spoiled me rotten, who promised to protect me forever, now saw me as disgusting and delusional. My decade of devotion had only burned me.
But his cruelty was the final push I needed. I accepted a full scholarship to Juilliard, a one-way ticket out. On his birthday, I packed my bags, deleted his number, and walked out of his life forever. I would never look back.
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Chapter 2
Cora POV:
Cole' s voice, a soft rumble meant only for Isabela, drifted from his study. He was still on the phone, lost in a world where I clearly didn't exist. I stood by my bedroom door, listening, the sound twisting something inside me. He mattered so much to me, but I was nothing to him.
I turned away quietly, my footsteps light on the carpet. I didn' t want to disturb their moment, their happiness. Back in my room, I looked around. This place, this house, had been my home for ten years. It was about to become a memory.
My gaze fell on the old desk lamp on my bedside table. A dull glow against the dimness. Cole had given it to me on my tenth birthday. "This lamp will protect you at night, Cora," he' d said, "just like I protect you during the day." He' d promised to be my constant light.
I reached out and flicked the switch. Darkness enveloped the room, consuming the lamp' s promise.
Then, I started packing. I pulled out an old, dusty suitcase from the back of my closet. It had been years since I last used it. I opened the display cabinet in my room. Inside, trinkets and gifts from Cole were neatly arranged. A lucky charm he' d waited hours in line for. A small bottle of perfume he' d personally blended, just for me. Each item was a relic of a time when I believed I was his everything.
I placed them one by one into the suitcase. My heart felt hollower with each addition. A vast emptiness stretched within me, a desolate landscape where love once bloomed. I fought back the encroaching despair, my jaw tight.
Then, I opened the bottom drawer of my nightstand. Inside lay a faded, yellowed notebook. My diary.
The first few pages were filled with the messy scrawl of an eight-year-old, detailing the bewildering chaos of losing my family, the cruel taunts of classmates, and the crushing loneliness. I remembered the day Cole found it. He' d walked into my room that evening, his hand gently stroking my hair. "You are the brightest star, Cora," he' d whispered.
Later, I learned he' d quietly dealt with my bullies, a silent protector. As I grew older, my diary entries became a chronicle of him. Every word, every thought, every secret dream, revolved around Cole. When he won his first major architecture award, he'd told me, "You're my medal, Cora." And the time he gifted me a single, perfect rose, saying, "Wait until you're grown, sweetheart."
I flipped to the last page. His elegant handwriting filled the top of the page, a message from his high school days. "Work hard, Cora. Come work for me when you graduate. I' ll always take care of you."
A single tear traced a path down my cheek, blurring the ink. I wiped it away fiercely. No more tears. No more dwelling. My expression hardened.
I began to tear the pages, one by one. The delicate paper ripped with a soft, tearing sound. Each tear in the diary felt like a piece of our shared past being erased. All the memories, the hopes, the whispered secrets, all shredded. When the last page was torn, I gathered the scraps, shoving them into the suitcase. I zipped it shut, sealing away a decade of my life.
A sound from downstairs. A car door slamming. My heart lurched. I walked out of my room, toward the staircase.
Isabela stood in the living room, a sleek, designer suitcase at her feet. Cole emerged from behind her, his arm wrapped around her waist, his chin resting on her shoulder. He was whispering something into her ear, making her laugh, a bright, tinkling sound.
"Cole, darling, that's not fair," Isabela giggled. "You promised not to tease."
She saw me then. Her smile widened, a perfect, practiced curve. "Cora, dear! You're up late. We just got back from the most delightful dinner. Cole was so charming."
"Hello, Isabela," I said, my smile feeling stiff on my face.
"Oh, goodie!" Isabela clapped her hands. "I brought you something special!" She opened her suitcase and pulled out a small, exquisite box. "It's mango mousse, your favorite, right? I remember Cole mentioning it."
My smile froze. Mango. My stomach clenched. I was severely allergic to mango, a fact Cole knew better than anyone. When I was ten, a new housekeeper, unaware of my allergy, had served me a mango smoothie. I landed in the emergency room. Cole, furious, had fired the housekeeper on the spot and banned mango from the house forever.
He didn't just take his love away; he forgot my weaknesses too. The thought was a bitter poison.
Cole, still holding Isabela close, looked at me, a hint of impatience in his eyes. "Take it, Cora." His tone was flat, leaving no room for refusal. He didn't even notice the tremor in my hand as I reached for the box. His face was devoid of recognition, of concern.
"Thank you, Isabela," I managed, my voice thin. "It's beautiful."
It didn't matter. None of it mattered anymore. In a strange, twisted way, I was grateful. This indifference, this blatant forgetfulness, made my decision to leave so much easier.