HIS REGRET: Divorced And Back To Ruin Him
Chapter 4
OLIVIA’S POV
“No…please…” I whispered, pressing my hands against my stomach. I'd lost everything, I couldn't lose this too.
But my pleas went unanswered. The blood kept coming, gushing between my legs and sending panic through me.
“Help…” I tried to say but only a strangled groan left of me as my vision grew darker.
At that moment, the sound of a door creaking came, followed by footsteps and a hitched breath.
“Olivia!”
I suddenly felt myself get lifted by strong arms suddenly enveloping me. The scent of his cologne filled my senses. I would always recognise it.
“Damien…” I heard my voice, barely a whisper.
“Im here. I'm here. Stay with me please. Olivia!” his voice filtered out as urgent. Worried. Through my darkening vision, I met his gaze and could have sworn that I saw tears glistening in his eyes.
I tried to speak. To tell him about the baby, tell him how angry, how upset I was. How much I missed him. But my body wouldn't cooperate and no sound left my lips.
And then darkness swallowed me whole.
…
I struggled to open my eyes, nearly blinded by the lights. By the time I adjusted, the first thing I processed was the stark white ceiling, the smell of antiseptic and the constant beeping.
It didn't take long to understand where I was, considering how familiar I'd gotten with these places for treatment. I was in a hospital.
The memories before that returned soon after. The Dinner…Cassandra… the baby.
God, MY baby.
I nearly jolted from the bed if not for the dull ache that followed, bringing tears to my eyes. It made me even more alert and my hands flew instinctively to my belly. Still flat.
Was it…it couldn't be…
“The baby…” I whispered, fighting back a sob. They couldn't be gone.
So lost in the crushing despair, I didn't notice when the door clicked open.
“Careful, Mrs. Lighwood. You're still recovering." A calm, professional voice rang, making my breath hitch. I snapped up immediately to find a doctor standing at the doorway.
I had been so used to seeing Doctor Marcus for the past half a year and had instinctively expected to see him, but the man standing before me wasn’t Marcus. It was an older man, who looked to be in his 50s compared to Marcus' late 30s but the man in front of me held softer eyes.
“My baby…” I croaked hoarsely, unable to say or think of anything else. The man's gaze seemed to soften further before he moved forward.
“Mrs Lightwood, You're in Rays General Hospital. I am your attending physician Doctor Lloyd,” he said, and some of the pieces were put in place. This was a completely different hospital, not Doctor Marcus' workplace.
The older man sat at my bedside, placing his slightly wrinkled hand on my free one. It was a comforting sensation that helped me calm down.
“Do you have any memories of what led you here?” He asked.
The title which I didn't notice earlier felt like a slap in the face. I could only nod silently. Of course I did.
“You were brought here for emergency treatment after suffering early miscarriage symptoms brought on by extreme physical and emotional stress. Ive also been made aware that this child was concieced through IVF which makes them more unstable. It was a close call, but the heartbeat is strong. The baby is fine.” He smiled reassuringly.
The weight lifted off my shoulders and as a sob of pure relief broke out of me. My baby was okay.
“Thank goodness. Thank goodness.” I whispered like a mantra.
In the midst of my joy, reality came crashing back, halting my emotions. The last hazy memories finally returned and with it, my chest tightened.
“Doctor,” I grabbed his sleeve urgently, “Who brought me in?”
“Your husband did, Mrs. Lightwood.” He answered, “He was very worried about you, waiting outside for the past hour or so. It's a shame he just missed you waking up. I believe he’s been called away and left the hospital abruptly some time ago—”
“Does he know? Did you tell him I'm pregnant?” I interrupted him, heart racing with urgency.
Perhaps it was only now that the older man noticed that something was off. He frowned slightly.
“He hasn't been made aware, to my knowledge. The treatment had to be rushed so there was no time to inform him of your status before he left abruptly and…I assumed that he already knew.”
“He doesn't. He can't know either.” I said decisively, my grip tightening, “Please. If anyone asks, Damien, his mother, anything else, don't tell them the truth. Tell them I bled from fertility treatments. ANYTHING, but the pregnancy.”
In that brief moment between my pain, I had wanted to tell him but I was glad I didn't. After seeing it, how he could so easily discard me for someone else, the last part of me that held on was gone.
I refused to tie myself to him any longer.
The doctor must have seen it in my face because he sighed and patted my hand.
“You have no reason to worry Mrs Lightwood. I have taken an oath to protect my patients.” he smiled, “I will mark your file as restricted and inform Mr Lightwood upon his return that your bleeding was an effect from IVF. It is entirely plausible.”
At his words, the last strain of worry I held disappeared. I let myself sink into the pillows, no longer fighting against myself.
“Thank you Doctor.” I breathed, out, letting my eyes slip closed.
I didn't process when the doctor finally left my room until the door clicked shut. When I opened my eyes again, I met the ceiling with a renewed reasoning.
Tonight, I'd been humiliated and had the last parts of my heart that remained holding on shattered to pieces in that dining room. Any illusions of hope of normalcy I tried to hold onto were gone.
I was going to leave, once and for all.
By the time dawn broke, I hadn't felt like I slept. I remained in limbo until I heard the door open again.
Opening my eyes, I looked up in reflex, expecting the doctor only to stiffen.
Damien. He had returned.
He was wearing a black suit, hair perfectly gelled in place looking like he was heading to a board meeting and not visiting the hospital.
His expression had shifted. The brief look I had felt before I fell into darkness, the conflicted look he had given me on the dining table,. This was neither of them.
Now his face was blank, a cold almost neutral look there that reminded me all too painfully of how he'd dismissed me the morning of our anniversary.
My jaw clenched, a wave of bitterness and anger simmering in me. I should have made the decision then and there. I wouldn't make the same mistake now.
He didn't move to the bedside. After walking a few steps forward, he stopped short, a gaping distance from the bed.
“The doctor said you were exhausted," he said flatly, devoid of any warmth. “That the… the bleeding was a side effect of these failed treatments. If you were under stress…you shouldn't have continued.”
A bitter taste, like bile, came up my mouth.
“Believe what you want, Damien.” I said, glaring at him, “Although I won't stand for this being solely pinned on me. Do you really think it was just the stress of putting myself under and not everything that happened last night?”
His eyes widened. “Olivia—”
“Before you say anything more, there is something I have to say.” I cut him off, raising my hand. smiled bitterly, letting the weight of the tension
“I should have said it a month ago. I want a divorce.”
The moment those words were said, they couldn't be taken back. Holding my breath, I maintained my stare. His gaze flickered,a vulnerable soft light cutting across them but it was soon shed into nothing.
I expected him to put up a fight, to argue, and get angry.
I had not expected what he did next.
The moment his gaze shuttered, he turned away, opening his briefcase to reveal papers which he slid across the bedside table alongside the pen. Tracing through the letters my blood ran cold. Divorce papers.
“Then it means that we're on the same page.” His voice rang coldly, “Sign it Olivia. Let's set each other free.”
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