He Married Me Just to Please Her

The morning light filtered through our bedroom's floor-to-ceiling windows, casting everything in a golden glow that should have felt warm but instead left me cold. I stood in our master bathroom, staring at my reflection in the mirror that stretched across the marble vanity. The woman looking back at me seemed like a stranger—hollow-eyed, pale, with yesterday's mascara smudged beneath her lashes.

My wedding ring caught the light as I gripped the edge of the sink. The three-carat diamond Seb had chosen still sparkled brilliantly, but now it felt heavy on my finger, like a shackle rather than a symbol of love. I twisted it slowly, remembering how my hands had trembled with joy when he'd slipped it on eight months ago.

Maybe I'd misunderstood. The thought crept in like a desperate whisper. Maybe Vivian had been exaggerating, or maybe I'd only heard part of the conversation. Seb had to feel something real for me—didn't he? The way he'd held me during our wedding dance, the gentle kisses he'd pressed to my forehead when he thought I was sleeping, the way he'd laughed at my terrible jokes during our honeymoon.

Those moments couldn't all have been lies.

I splashed cold water on my face, watching the droplets slide down my cheeks like the tears I refused to shed in daylight. Today would be different. I would create the perfect evening, remind him of what we had together. Whatever business arrangement had brought us together initially, surely real feelings had grown from it.

They had to have.

For three days, I threw myself into preparations with the desperate energy of a woman trying to save her marriage. I spent hours at the florist, selecting the perfect white roses—Seb's favorite, though I'd never asked him why. I polished our wedding china until it gleamed, the delicate gold rim catching the light like tiny halos. The formal dining room, which we rarely used, became my canvas.

I arranged the roses in crystal vases, their petals so perfect they looked almost artificial. Candles of varying heights created an intimate glow across the mahogany table. I even retrieved the champagne we'd saved from our wedding—Dom Pérignon 1996, a bottle worth more than most people's cars.

Every detail had to be perfect. The napkins folded just so, the silverware positioned with military precision. I changed the playlist three times, settling on the jazz standards that had played during our first dance. The scent of his favorite meal—herb-crusted lamb with rosemary potatoes—filled the air.

By seven o'clock, I was dressed in the navy silk dress he'd complimented once, my hair swept up the way he'd said he liked it. I checked my reflection one final time, applying lipstick with hands that barely trembled. Tonight, I would ask him directly about Charlie, about us, about whether any of this was real.

Eight o'clock came and went. Then nine. I kept the food warm, adjusting the candles as they burned lower, refreshing my lipstick. At 9:47, I heard his key in the front door.

"Seb?" I called out, my voice pitched with carefully controlled cheerfulness. "I'm in the dining room."

His footsteps echoed across the marble foyer, measured and tired. When he appeared in the doorway, still wearing his charcoal suit from work, he stopped short. His eyes swept over the romantic tableau I'd created—the candles, the roses, the carefully set table—and something flickered across his face. Not pleasure or surprise, but something closer to irritation.

"What's all this?" His voice carried the flat tone he used for business calls.

My smile felt brittle on my face. "I thought we could have dinner together. Just the two of us. It's been a while since we—"

"Ellie." He loosened his tie with sharp, impatient movements. "I've had a fourteen-hour day. I need to review contracts tonight."

"The food is already prepared," I said quickly, gesturing toward the covered dishes. "Your favorite. And I opened that champagne from our wedding—"

"Our wedding champagne?" His eyebrows drew together, and for a moment, something almost like guilt flashed in his eyes. But it was gone so quickly I might have imagined it. "That was meant to be saved for a special occasion."

The words hit me like a physical blow. "I thought... I thought this could be special. Just us, talking, remembering—"

"Remembering what, exactly?" The question was sharp, cutting through my carefully constructed hope like a blade.

I faltered, my prepared words dissolving on my tongue. "Our wedding. Our honeymoon. The way we used to—"

"Ellie." His voice was gentle now, but somehow that was worse than his irritation. It was the tone you'd use with a child who didn't understand something obvious. "You're a beautiful woman, and you've done everything I could ask for as a wife. You host perfect dinner parties, you look stunning at events, you never cause scenes or embarrass me in public."

Each word felt like another nail in the coffin of my delusions.

"You just need to be a good Mrs. Thorne," he continued, straightening his cufflinks with mechanical precision. "You're competent at that."

Competent. The word echoed in the sudden silence, bouncing off the crystal and china like a death knell. Not loved, not cherished, not even desired. Competent.

"I'll be in my study," he said, already turning away. "Don't wait up."

His footsteps retreated down the hall, leaving me alone with the ruins of my romantic evening. The candles continued to flicker, casting dancing shadows across the untouched place settings. The champagne sat unopened, its golden foil suddenly looking garish in the candlelight.

I sank into my chair, staring at the feast I'd prepared with such desperate hope. The roses seemed to mock me with their perfect beauty, their lack of scent a fitting metaphor for the emptiness of my marriage.

Competent.

The word lodged itself in my chest like a splinter, sharp and impossible to ignore. I was competent at being Mrs. Thorne, competent at playing the role he needed me to play. But I wasn't loved. I wasn't even wanted—not really.

I was just... useful.

As the candles burned lower, casting longer shadows across the abandoned dinner, I began to notice things I'd been blind to before. The way Seb never initiated physical contact unless we were in public. How his smiles never quite reached his eyes when he looked at me. The careful distance he maintained even when we shared the same bed.

Over the following days, I found myself watching him with the intensity of a scientist studying a specimen. Every gesture, every glance, every word became data to analyze. When he handed me my morning coffee, I noted how his fingers never brushed mine. When he kissed my cheek goodbye, I felt the perfunctory nature of it, the way he was already mentally elsewhere.

At dinner parties, I watched him work the room with practiced charm, his hand occasionally settling on my lower back in a gesture that looked possessive and loving to observers. But I could feel the truth in his touch—it was performance, nothing more.

The most damning evidence came in the quiet moments when he thought I wasn't looking. The way his face would go blank when his guard dropped, his eyes distant and empty. Sometimes I'd catch him staring out the window with an expression of such profound longing that it took my breath away.

But that longing was never for me.

I was living with a ghost, married to a man whose heart belonged entirely to someone else. And the cruelest part was how good he was at the charade, how perfectly he played the role of devoted husband when the world was watching.

I was competent at being Mrs. Thorne.

But Sebastian Thorne was even more competent at pretending to love me.