
Billionaire Loses Love Forever
Chapter 2
I stared at the confirmation message from the Swiss clinic, my fingers trembling slightly as they hovered over the screen. The blue light illuminated my face in the dimness of my Plaza Hotel suite—a room I'd booked with cash after leaving the gala, knowing Nathan would track credit cards.
*Your appointment for medical-assisted death has been confirmed for May 15th at 10:00 AM. Please arrive 30 minutes early to complete final documentation.*
Thirteen days. The number seemed both impossibly small and endless at once. I closed my eyes, and Dr. Harmon's voice echoed in my memory, that terrible day three months ago.
'I'm sorry, Mrs. Sterling. The cancer has metastasized to your bones and liver. At this stage...' He'd paused, his kind eyes filled with the practiced compassion of someone who had delivered this news too many times. 'It's terminal. We're looking at months, not years.'
I'd sat there, perfectly still, as if any movement might shatter me completely. Not afraid of death so much as afraid of living my final days trapped in a marriage that had become my prison.
'Are you sure you don't want to tell your husband?' Dr. Harmon had asked.
I'd simply shaken my head. Nathan had stopped seeing me years ago. Why would he start now?
The hotel room phone rang, startling me. I let it go to voicemail, knowing it would be Nathan. His first move would be anger, then manipulation, then promises he had no intention of keeping. I knew the playbook by heart.
I moved to the bathroom mirror, removing my wig with practiced fingers. My reflection stared back at me—pale skin, hollow cheeks, and a scalp with only the faintest shadow of regrowth. I remembered the first day of chemotherapy, sitting in that cold chair as poison dripped into my veins, meant to save me until the doctors realized it was too late for saving.
I'd clutched a crumpled tissue, tears silently tracking down my face—not from pain, but from the absolute solitude of that moment. The nurse had squeezed my shoulder, a stranger's kindness more comfort than I'd known in years.
'Your husband couldn't make it today?' she'd asked.
'He doesn't know,' I'd whispered, watching her expression shift from surprise to something like understanding.
'Sometimes it's easier that way,' she'd said, adjusting my IV.
But it wasn't easier. Nothing about dying alone was easy.
I slipped the wig back on, a perfect replica of the hair I'd once had. Nathan hadn't even noticed the difference. Too busy with Rebecca, with his empire, with himself.
My phone buzzed again—a text from the car service I'd arranged. It was time to see Ethan.
The drive to Westchester Academy took forty minutes, each mile increasing the ache in my chest that had nothing to do with cancer. I'd arranged with the headmaster to observe from a distance—a mother's privilege they couldn't deny, even if my son might.
I stood beneath an oak tree, watching Ethan move across the lacrosse field with the confident grace of youth. Tall like his father, but with my eyes—though lately, they'd hardened into something unrecognizable. Seventeen and already shaped by his father's world of privilege and power.
When practice ended, I approached him, my heart hammering against my ribs.
'Mom?' Surprise flickered across his face, quickly replaced by wariness. 'What are you doing here?'
'I wanted to see you,' I said, resisting the urge to smooth his sweat-dampened hair. 'I've missed you.'
He glanced around, checking if his friends were watching this unexpected maternal visit. 'Dad said you made a scene at the gala.'
Of course Nathan had already called him. Always controlling the narrative.
'I'm leaving your father,' I said simply. 'Will you come away with me for a few days? Just us?'
Ethan's expression shuttered, so like Nathan's when he was calculating advantage. 'Why would I do that?'
'Because I'm your mother,' I said, the words catching in my throat. 'Because I love you.'
He shrugged, adjusting his equipment bag on his shoulder. 'I have finals coming up. And Coach says I might make captain next year if I stay focused.'
I wanted to scream the truth at him—that I was dying, that these might be our last days together—but the words wouldn't come. He was already too much his father's son.
'I understand,' I said, though I didn't. How could I understand losing my son before I'd even left this world?
As he walked away, I wondered if thirteen days was enough time to undo years of Nathan's influence. Enough time to say goodbye to a child who didn't want to hear it.
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