After the Mudslide, I'm Outta Here

My eyes snapped open on a tide of bone-deep pain.

Sunlight seared my vision, but through the blur I saw Caleb-shadowed eyes, relief crumbling into something else.

"Xandra." He lunged forward, voice raw with a tenderness I'd forgotten.

"Does it hurt-"

But his words crashed into a new sentence:

"Yara's hemorrhaging. Blood clotting disorder. The hospital-"

His fingers dug into my wrist. "Your blood type matches. Just a pint, please."

My pulse turned to ice.

I wrenched free, fractured ribs screaming.

Cold sweat beaded as I stared at him-at the man who'd carried another woman to safety while I broke on the sand, now begging me to save her with my blood.

My voice scraped the air like broken glass: "No."

His face contorted as if I'd spat on a bible.

"For the baby-just this once."

His eyes skated past my bandages, landing anywhere but on me.

A nurse rapped: "Mr. Huxley, Miss Marshall' coding."

He hauled me up like a broken doll. "Xandra, I'm begging-"

He pulled me out despite my resistance.

In the blood room, the needle plunged.

I bit back a scream.

I'm afraid of needles. All these years, every time I had blood drawn, Caleb would hold my hand and press my face into his chest.

Now he paced outside, tapping his watch like a hitman counting down.

500cc later, I felt completely drained.

I trailed him to Yara' ward.

She lay pale, his hand clasped around hers-while on her wrist wearing the talisman beads I prayed for him.

My lungs collapsed.

I fled, ribs grating with each step.

In my room, I curled around the memory of his warmth, now as tangible as smoke.

When the nurse entered next morning, I was still staring at the empty space where his wedding ring used to rest on the nightstand.

"Mrs. Huxley," she said, holding a clipboard.

"Time to sign your hospitalization papers."

I scrawled my name on the form, pen pausing over marital status. With a stab, I stamped "UNMARRIED."

The nurse gaped: "But Mr. Huxley-"

"He isn't."

The door slammed open.

Caleb stood there, shock splitting his face like a cracked mirror.

I looked up, voice flat as a tombstone: "Caleb-we're over."

Silence shattering the room, the nurse fled.

His palm hovered over my bandaged ribs: "Still mad about the blood? It was life or death-"

I flinched away, his fingers dropping like dead weight.

"After this," he crooned,

"Climbing mountain vacation, remember?"

My eyes shut against the lie.

When I opened them, he was studying my IV drip, as if counting the seconds till he could leave.

"When are you discharged?"

"What is it?" I eyed his twitchy jaw.

He coughed.

"Yara wants your yam soup. No one makes it like you."

"Am I your wife or her maid?"

"Xandra-" He reached for me. "Just this once. For the baby."

"Fine." I shrugged off his hand.

"I'll send it after discharge."

His smile cracked like ice.

After I was discharged and returned home, I kept my word and made the soup, then had the driver send it to the hospital.

"Knew you'd understand."

He kissed my forehead, but his lips felt like frost.

Six days later, I packed my suitcase.

The bedside photo-our engagement-faced the wall.

On night, he burst in alone.

"Mountain trip' ready. Let' go."

"Yara' still in hospital?"

"Doesn't matter.

" He grabbed my wrist, bruisingly tight. "We leave now."

In the car, his knuckles whitened on the wheel.

I stared at the scenery rushing past outside the window, my heartbeat getting faster and faster.

The mountain lodge loomed dark as he slammed the brakes.

"Forgot something. I will be back soon."

He vanished into the rain.

I waited. One hour. Three.

Rain wet my coat when my phone finally buzzed.

"Where are you?" Teeth chattering.

"Not coming back." His voice sliced the line.

"Drove off. Walk home if you want."

"What do you mean by that?"

"This is your punishment."

His voice was colder than the rain.

"I told you to bear it until the baby is born, but you put abortion drugs in the soup, Xandra. How could you do such a thing?"

"Punishment?" I screamed into the storm.

"I didn't put drugs in the soup!"

"Who else?" He laughed, cold as ice.

"Yara dreams of that baby. Walk. Reflect."

The call died.

Coat buttoned to the throat, I took a step-

Then the mountain screamed.

The earth split open beneath my boots, spewing a black torrent.

Mudslide-chunks of ice and boulders the size of houses thundered down, swallowing the lodge' last glowing window like a beast gulping fire.

I staggered back as the ground fell away.