After Our Son Died, I Rejected My Alpha Mate

My feet barely touched the steps. I didn’t run; I fell, scrambling and sliding down the grand staircase, my hands burning as they grazed the polished banister. The world had narrowed down to a single, horrific image: my son, my little boy, lying broken on the cold marble of the foyer below.

"Tommy! Tommy, baby, please!"

I hit the bottom floor, my knees colliding hard with the stone, but I didn't feel the pain. I only felt the terror clawing at my throat. I crawled the last few feet to where he lay.

He was so small.

His body was twisted at an angle that made bile rise in my throat. One leg was bent underneath him, and his head… oh goddess, his head. Blood was already pooling beneath him, dark and thick against the pristine white marble, soaking into the golden fur that still patched his skin from his partial shift.

"No, no, no. Look at me. Tommy, look at Mama."

His eyelids fluttered. The fierce amber glow of his wolf eyes was fading, replaced by a dull, glassy haze. A wet, rattling sound escaped his lips, accompanied by a bubble of blood.

"M-Mama…" It was a whisper, barely audible over the thundering of my own heart.

He needed a Healer. He needed the Alpha.

In our world, the Alpha’s aura was pure power. It could command, it could destroy, but it could also sustain. An Alpha’s presence could bolster a pup’s healing, forcing their wolf to knit bones and stem bleeding until a Healer arrived. It was the only thing that could save a Prodigy pup whose body was failing.

I squeezed my eyes shut and threw all my mental strength into the mate bond—the connection I had tried to ignore for seven years, the tether that usually brought me nothing but cold indifference.

*Remington!*

I screamed his name through the mind-link, projecting the metallic scent of blood, the image of our broken son, and the sheer, suffocating panic consuming me.

*Remington, please! It’s Tommy! He’s dying! I need you! Bring the Healer! Now!*

The connection flared to life. For a split second, I felt him. I felt his annoyance, his impatience. He was sitting in a leather chair, surrounded by the scent of coffee and old paper—a pack meeting.

His voice echoed in my head, cold and sharp as a blade. *"Seraphina? I am in the middle of negotiations with the Northern territory."*

*"He’s dying!"* I sobbed mentally, cradling Tommy’s head in my lap, my hands slick with his blood. *"Anya pushed him! He fell down the stairs! Remington, his aura is fading! Help us!"*

There was a pause. A heartbeat of silence where hope dared to rise.

Then, a scoff reverberated through the link.

*"Anya pushed him?"* Remington’s mental tone dripped with disbelief and disgust. *"Do you really think I am that stupid? You are interrupting pack business with your jealous lies. I told you to stay in your room, and now you’re using the boy to manipulate me?"*

*"No! Remington, I swear—"*

*"Enough,"* he commanded. *"I don’t want to hear another word until I return. Do not disturb me again."*

And then, the worst thing imaginable happened.

I felt a slam. It was a physical sensation, like a heavy steel door crashing down inside my mind. The connection didn't just fade; he severed the line. He used his Alpha authority to block me completely.

Static. Cold, empty static filled my head.

"Remington!" I screamed out loud, my voice cracking.

But he was gone. He had chosen to be deaf to my pleas. He had chosen his meeting, his pride, and his mistress over the life of his own son.

I looked down at Tommy. Without the support of his Alpha father’s aura, his small body couldn't fight the trauma. The golden fur on his arms began to recede, his wolf retreating deep inside to die before the human part of him did.

Tommy’s eyes found mine one last time. The fear in them was gone, replaced by a terrible, heavy exhaustion. He tried to lift his hand, perhaps to wipe the tears falling onto his cheeks, but his arm was too heavy.

"D-Daddy… coming?" he wheezed.

A sob tore through my chest, shattering my ribs. I couldn't lie to him. I couldn't tell him that his father was coming to save him, because his father had just hung up on his life.

"I'm here, baby," I choked out, brushing the hair back from his clammy forehead. "Mama is here. Mama loves you more than the moon and the stars."

He let out a long, shuddering sigh. The light in his eyes flickered once, twice, and then extinguished.

His chest stopped moving.

The silence that followed was heavier than the scream. It was a silence that sucked the air out of the room, out of the house, out of the entire world.

I waited. I waited for him to breathe. I waited for his wolf to jump start his heart. I waited for the miracle that was supposed to happen for special pups like him.

But there was only the dripping of blood onto the marble.

"Tommy?" I whispered.

He didn't answer.

A strange numbness washed over me. It started in my fingertips and spread to my chest, freezing the agony into something solid and sharp. My son was dead.

Slowly, moving like a machine that had rusted over, I slid my arms under his small, limp body. He was heavy. Dead weight was always heavier than living weight.

I stood up. My legs trembled, but they held. I didn't look at the bloodstain on the floor. I didn't look for Anya, who must have fled or hidden herself away. She didn't matter. Nothing mattered.

I held Tommy close to my chest, his blood soaking through my shirt, staining my skin, marking me with his final moments. I turned away from the front door, away from the pack lands, and began to climb the stairs.

One step. Two steps.

I would take him back to his room. I would lay him in his bed. I would wait for the Alpha to come home and see what his silence had cost.