
My Alpha Let His Ex Kill Our Daughter
Chapter 4
I woke to the sound of chaos.
Jessica's voice echoed through the pack house, high and frantic, carrying the kind of theatrical desperation that made my stomach turn. I recognized the performance quality in it—the calculated pitch, the perfect tremor, the way her words tumbled out in a rush designed to command attention.
'I can't breathe! Please, Connor, I think I'm having a panic attack!'
I sat up in bed, my body heavy with exhaustion. Dawn light filtered through the curtains, painting the room in pale gray. Through the pack mind-link, I could feel the collective shift in attention. The morning pack run—our daily security patrol—had just begun, and already the focus was fracturing.
I pressed my thumb against my wrist and listened.
Connor's voice came next, tight with the kind of concern he used to reserve for me. 'Jessica, where are you?'
'In the east garden! Please hurry!'
I moved to the window, peered through the glass. Below, I could see the morning patrol forming up—our elite security detail, the warriors who guarded our borders, all of them gathered near the main entrance. Connor stood at their center, his posture rigid, two fingers pressed to the bridge of his nose.
Then Silas was beside him, pointing toward the east garden, and I watched my mate—my Alpha—make the decision that would destroy everything.
'Elite detail, with me,' Connor ordered. 'The rest of you, continue the patrol.'
But they didn't. They followed him. Every single warrior, every pack enforcer, all of them abandoning their posts to rush toward Jessica's supposed crisis. I saw Silas hesitate, saw him glance back at the main house, but even he went.
The territory fell silent.
I turned away from the window, my heart pounding. Something was wrong. This felt deliberate—the timing, the location, the way every available guard had been drawn away from their positions.
I moved through the empty hallways of the pack house, searching for Haven. She liked to play in the gardens when the morning patrol ran. She liked to wave at the warriors as they passed.
I couldn't find her.
The main doors stood unguarded. The side entrances were deserted. Even the kitchen staff had gone to help with Jessica's 'emergency.'
I stepped outside, the morning air cool against my skin. The gardens stretched out before me, empty and peaceful in the dawn light. The rose arch—my rose arch, the one I'd planted for Haven during her first spring—stood at the far end of the path, petals open to the sun.
I called her name.
'Haven?'
The silence stretched, broken only by the distant sound of voices from the east garden. Jessica's performance continued, drawing every resource we had away from where they should be.
I walked toward the rose arch. Slowly. Each step felt heavier than the last. My wolfless body ached with exhaustion, with the constant strain of fighting a battle I was already losing.
Then I saw her.
A small shoe, lying in the grass near the arch. Pink. Her favorite.
I started running.
The world narrowed to a tunnel. The rose petals blurred. The morning sun disappeared. All I could see was that shoe, lying discarded in the grass, and the terrible knowledge growing in my chest.
I reached the arch and stopped.
She was there. My baby. My Haven.
She lay beneath the roses, her small body crumpled, her face turned away from me. Blood—so much blood—soaked into the earth around her. The roses above her were splattered with it, their petals stained crimson.
I fell to my knees beside her.
Time stopped. The world disappeared. There was only this—this moment, this horror, this impossible reality that my mind couldn't process.
I touched her face. Cold. So cold.
I gathered her into my arms, cradling her against my chest, and rocked back and forth. My throat closed. No sound came out. I tried to scream, tried to wail, tried to make any noise at all, but my voice was gone.
I sat there, holding my daughter's broken body, as the morning light turned the blood darker and the rose petals fell around us like funeral flowers.
I don't know how long I stayed like that. Minutes. Hours. The sun climbed higher. The voices in the east garden faded. Footsteps approached from the direction of the pack house.
Connor's scent hit me before I saw him.
He appeared at the edge of the garden, his face pale, his eyes wide. He saw us—saw me holding Haven's body—and the sound that came from his throat was something I'd never heard before.
He fell to his knees beside us, reached for Haven, but I turned away. I wouldn't let him touch her. I wouldn't let him near her.
'Claire...' His voice broke. 'Oh God, Claire, I'm so sorry—'
I looked at him. Really looked at him. And in that moment, I saw everything clearly.
This was what happened when you put another woman's needs above your mate's. This was what happened when you chose control over love. This was what happened when you left your daughter unprotected.
I opened my mouth. I wanted to scream at him. I wanted to tear him apart. I wanted to make him feel even a fraction of the agony that was ripping me to pieces.
But no sound came out.
I was mute. Silent. Broken.
And Connor was crying, begging, trying to pull me away from our daughter's body, but I wouldn't move. I would stay here, in this garden, holding Haven, until the world ended.
Because without her, it already had.
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