
He Killed Our Pup and Gave Me to His Enemy
Chapter 4
The morning mist still clung to the pines when Marcus, the Shadowfang Gamma, stood on the porch of our secluded cabin. He adjusted his tie, looking out of place in the wilderness, his expression unreadable.
"Are you sure about this, Alpha?" Marcus asked, his gaze flickering to me for a brief second before returning to Rafael.
Rafael stood in the doorway, his hand resting protectively on the back of my neck. He didn't need eyes to stare the Gamma down. "Tell Roman King that his cast-off Omega is dead," Rafael growled, his voice low and vibrating with a dark satisfaction. "Tell him the Feral Alpha lost control and tore her to shreds during the shift. Make him believe it."
I shivered, pulling my cardigan tighter around myself. It was a cruel lie, one that would paint Rafael as the monster the world already believed him to be. But it was the only way to ensure Roman never came looking for me again.
"As you wish," Marcus said with a curt nod. He turned and walked toward his SUV, the gravel crunching under his polished shoes.
I watched him drive away until the taillights disappeared into the dense forest. A strange heaviness settled in my stomach. By nightfall, Roman would think I was gone forever.
"Do not waste your pity on him, Claire," Rafael murmured, sensing my turmoil. His thumb brushed the nape of my neck, sending a warm shiver down my spine that chased away the cold. "He made his choice when he sent you here to die."
"I'm not pitying him," I whispered, leaning into his touch. "I'm just... saying goodbye to the ghost of who I used to be."
Hours later, the sky turned a bruised purple as twilight descended. We had retreated to the library, a hidden gem within the cabin that I had discovered only yesterday. It wasn't grand like the one at Blood Moon, but it was intimate, filled with the scent of old paper and cedar.
I sat on the rugged rug in front of the fireplace, Bella sleeping soundly at my feet. Rafael sat in the armchair behind me. The room was quiet, save for the crackling fire, but the silence between us was comfortable, a stark contrast to the tense, suffocating silence I had endured with Roman.
Suddenly, a sharp, phantom pain pierced my chest.
I gasped, my hand flying to my heart. It wasn't physical—it was deeper, a tearing sensation in the very fabric of my soul. It was a howl of pure, unadulterated agony that didn't belong to me.
*Roman.*
He had been told.
For a moment, I could feel his shock, the crushing weight of guilt that slammed into him like a tidal wave. The bond, already rejected and frayed, snapped taut with his sudden, overwhelming realization of loss. He wasn't relieved. He was devastated.
"Claire?" Rafael's voice cut through the haze. He was beside me in an instant, sliding off the chair to kneel on the rug. His hands found my shoulders, grounding me. "What is it?"
"He knows," I choked out, tears pricking my eyes—not for Roman, but for the sheer intensity of the emotion flooding through the broken link. "He thinks I'm dead. I can feel... I can feel his wolf mourning."
Rafael didn't growl. He didn't get angry. Instead, he pulled me into his chest, wrapping his strong arms around me. He became my shield, blocking out the psychic scream of the Alpha who had discarded me.
"Let him mourn," Rafael whispered into my hair, his voice rough with fierce protectiveness. "Let him rot in his guilt. You are here. You are alive. And you are mine."
Slowly, the sensation faded, leaving behind a hollow silence where the bond used to be. Roman was gone from my mind, walled off by his own grief and Rafael’s overwhelming presence.
I took a shaky breath, pulling back to look at Rafael. He had removed his dark glasses earlier. In the firelight, the scars running vertically across his eyes looked silver, like rivers of moonlight on dark water.
"I found something today," I said softly, wanting to chase away the shadow of Roman King. I reached for the book I had left on the floor. It was thick, bound in worn leather. "It's in Braille."
Rafael stiffened slightly. "I have not touched those books in years. Since the betrayal."
"Let me read with you," I offered, opening the book. I took his hand, guiding his rough, calloused fingertips to the raised dots on the page.
He hesitated, his jaw clenching. For a man so powerful, so feared by the entire werewolf community, he looked incredibly vulnerable in that moment.
"I am not the Alpha I was, Claire," he confessed, his voice barely audible. "A blind wolf cannot lead the hunt. I rely on sound, on smell... on you. How can I protect you when I cannot even see the danger coming?"
My heart ached for him. This was the root of his 'feral' reputation—not madness, but a deep, festering fear of inadequacy planted by the ones who had hurt him.
"You see more than anyone I have ever known," I said firmly.
I guided his hand across the page, tracing the story of an ancient pack. "Roman had eyes, and he was blind to everything that mattered. He didn't see me. He didn't see the lie Alessia was spinning."
I moved closer, until our knees were touching. I reached up, cupping his face in my hands. He went still, his breath hitching.
"You saw me in the dark, Rafael. You smelled my sadness when no one else looked twice."
I leaned in and pressed my lips softly against the scar tissue over his left eye, then his right. It was a gesture of total acceptance, of claiming the very thing he thought made him broken.
Rafael let out a shuddering breath, his hands coming up to grip my waist, pulling me flush against him.
"You are my eyes now, Claire," he rasped, his forehead resting against mine. "You are my light."
In the quiet of the cabin, with the firelight dancing over us, the last chains of my past shattered. I wasn't an Omega substitute anymore. I was the anchor for a king who had lost his way, and he was the shield I had always needed.
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